I am not good on this ..

Shalom...
 Thanks God... for everything that You give me...
I am sorry for what I have done. I am a weak person..

Now I got stuck with my project... Assignment.... And I am not good on this,.. I cant handle it in a proper way..
nothing I can do.. than learn how to manage it... this only for my study purposes...
I cant handle it..!!

So if something that not in my intention..  Don't think that I will look for it..
I will live it for now.... don't play with heart.. I am not interest on it.. don't play with feeling because I am not good on it, don't moan with me, because I will not listen it...I hope you understand..
Disturbing me just make me uneasy.. then what can happen?... I will angry with you,..  ignoring you..
 don't push me.. other than I will stay away...

that not I want to say I do not need a friends..
but.. now I just want to stick together with my closest friends...
No even want to say don't want to say I don't want friends from distance..
but... my closest more understand me..
And I want it.. forever..

Forgive me.. I am not good at this..
I am not a good listener..