still

I have nothing to say.. or type. whatever.. i do.. lie to myself.. with this i knw i am n0thing.. just n0thng..

I am sorry if...

I am sorry if I do something that hurt you.... sometine I ddnt knw who I am...

-unknown-

banyak sa mo taip tapi mlas...

about Cbox..

hola...
Dont know this can be helpful for you or not but Just want to share ma,.. ^^

Penambahan dan tukar..

Shalom..
kepada yg sudih untuk membaca blog yg tidak seberapa ini.. terima kasih sa ucapkan kepada semua.. ^^
saja ingin memaklumkan bahawa sa asa ubah dan tambah

I love you too...

Shalom... ^^
Good too talk with you...

uum there for the first time...

shalom...
that the first time sa rapat dengan NUCS...

Unknown-

Shalom..

Lirik Lagu Bau - Warkah (OST Sindarela)

Lirik Lagu Bau - Warkah (OST Sindarela)

Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku

-unknown-

successfully deactivated...

-unknown-

hahaha.. just to share... I like this character.. hmmmm... iya la...

^^

shalom...

say no to...

warkah-Bau..

Tidak ada kaitan dengan orang hidup dan mati... hanya kerana aku menyukainya.. ^^ 

Enjoy this song..

mana satu ok...

Shalom..
Sejak dulu lagi sa bertanya pada diri saya sendiri.. mana satu yg lebih ok.. panjng rambut kah tau pendek..

birthday boss.. ^^

shalom..
that day is bos birthday..

-unknown-

Don't make any decisions when you're angry...And never make any promises when you're happy...

...

nokuro ma ginawo diti,

-unknown-

silent maybe the best way....

-unknown-

oborulong pomusarahan ku....

update..

upgrading my windows live.. ^^
ayo.. the new one did not support windows live messeger 2009.. aish..
perlukah sa downgrade ni?

hmmm...

What a boring day without you...

betul ka ni?

Shalom...

Golong di tama

you know what is it?.. that my gelang hahaha.. nothing special.. just a gift from my mother.. ( sa ambil sndiri)
hehehe... but my mum ok ja va dia bilang.. ^^

are you in 93%

shalom..
enjoy this.. ^^

-unknown-

shalom..
I want to write but dont know what to write down..

AE says...

"Only a life lived for others is worth living."

Albert Einstein

someone say...

kalau sayang,

sayang betul-betul....

jealousy ..

Shalom...

 thinking of this... so wanna change it...

hmmm..

missing moment to be together  with family.. ewa ... hahaha 

Thanks God...

Shalom...

God know everything... =)

cemburu...

if you jealous someone that you like...

what will you do?

-unknown-

No need to explain.. ^^

-unknown-

don't know how to say...

I love you,,,,
always,,,

to you writer...

maybe should be more responsible with what you have done.. 

with what you need to do.. 

:)

to love...

Apa salahnya untuk mencintai...hmmm...

-unknown-

I am too weak for this thing...

I am sorry..

-unknown-

Then I should say it again..

don't fall in LOVE with me.... hmmm.. :(
because I love you so much... 
too much... 
because I don't want to hurt you... 
not anymore... 
I am a careless person...
I don't know how to care ..

how to love... :(

I miss her...

shalom..
uwa... hahaha~ dlm keboringan dlm office ni.. smpat jga sa tingu gambar2 lama.. dlm HDD sa.. hmmm.. uwa dlm bnyak2 gambar tu.. sa trnampak dia.. uwa... na bertambah sda rindu sa sama dia... ayo... whose the person?.. hehehe. my little cousin.. ^^ that day dont know what actually we did.. but.. maybe just for family things... hehehe... becoz all family member at home that day... so... we do something for our X-mas night... ^^
other my cousin come back.. also me.. bru blik dari senandung... (org ckap)...
hehehe... that my cousin... nakal.... but dont know maybe becoz I didnt have any youngest sister in my family.. so she is like my little sister,,, hahaha,, ayo... love her.. 

my nakal cousin.... hehehehe

ayo... mmm.. hope that will meet her this november... uwa... hehhe
thank you God bless... ^^

ayo...

sad if you sad... 
pelik kah?

-unknown-

Dear whoever is reading this, you are beautiful and someone out there is crazy about you. So smile, life is too short to be unhappy.

yo can do it...

Lets smile for today... :)

TT player

Shalom...
hmmm.. terima kasih sama kwan sa dulu kerna memperkenalkan sa music player ni.. ^^
walaupun sa nda faham. dan mimang nda faham pun.. cuma hentam2 ja click.. hehehe tpi boleh jga.. berbunyi jga misic file sa... siok jga ni ada jga dia bgi lirik lgu... pas tu ble jga tambah lirik lagu sndiri...
ok jga va.. boleh kmu download di sini...
 walupun nda faham tulisan cina dia.. tpi just predict ja va.. ok jga la.. dpt jga sa tukar skin dia... mmm.. pilih pilhan equalizer dia... pas tu siap tambah lirik.. hahaha seuanya kerana rasa ingn mencuba dan... curiosity g tinggi. ^^ papa pun thank to sist Yvonne..  its nice.. walaupun nda pham..
pas tu.. ni sa suka skin dia... snap dngan sa punya desktop skali la... bair la.. walaupun boleh jga crops... tpi saja mo kc tingu sa punya cousin.. little Taty... hehehe ^^

skin ttplayer yg tu tepi kanan anda.. siok tingu...  ^^ pas tu ada ti lyric bawah dia.. tau tak lirik lagu pa tu?.. ^^ sist Yvonne jga yg bgi.. ^^
 thanks you... God bless...
(yg nda da papa pun  mo post... ^^)

to love...

mencintaimu.. tidak semestinya dapat memilikimu...

Confused..

hmmm..

 a bit confused with this thing... uwa... God help me.. what should I do?..

outing with elder sister...

Shalom..
hola... Happy Sunday.. have a blessed Sunday for every Catholic reader... don't know what day you may read my ugly blog.. but thanks for visiting.. ^^
hmmm... nothing much to say for today..
yesterday... my sist sms me... to go out to KK .. ayo... hahaha... seems nothing want to do.. so I agree.. tpi sbelum p.. perlu p sembhayang dlu..
then today.. at 8 smething already in the cuz. heheh... rasa lain.. tpi keinginan utk datg sangat kuat.. hehehe... feeling lonely bcoz got no friends to cme wit.. hehehe.. never mind Tuhan kan ada.. ^^ having a wonderful Mass is great.. ^^ thanks to choir... thanks to community of St. Simon Likas.. ^^
then after Mass.. blik bilk.. and get ready..
uwa... dont know what to do oh..
just prepare papa yg patut then jln.. hehehe.. sementra tunggu.. jln2 dulu di wawasan.. na rasa boring sda... nda suka.. ramai org.. hehehe...
jln2 la p bli brang.. cuma ikut kakak sa ja.. nda tau pa mo buat... mo bli pa pun nda tau.. hehehe... mcm nda da.. saja mo kc kawan dia.. ^^ hehehe.. p beli riben.. then servey bunga.. hehehe.. rasa mo beli bunga ja oh . tru di blik sana Likas.. hahaha.. walaupun bunga plastic. tpi ok jga kli kan.. kalu tension tau mls.. tingu tu bunga ble jga kli release tension.. ^^
mmm.. nothing much to do.. cuma tolng dia kngkat barang... hehehe.. tau2 la perempuan kan.. mang lama lau pilih@beli barang.. so tunggu ja la.. hehehe... walaupun penat.. tpi nda pa.. lagipun nda selalu bersama nga dia... selalu ja sibuk.. huhuhu ^^
apa la ..adik beradik pun jarang jumpa.. hmm. iya la.. ^^  nda pa la .. dia sda bnyak tulung sa.. slalu klau da papa masalah dia kan tanya.. slalu klau sa da mo tanya sa tanya dia.. takkan tulung angkat brang pun nda mau.. i want to do more but dont know how.. mcm janggal.. sbab hubungan bkan mcm tu.. aish.. hehehe.. thanks my sist.. love you.. ^^
then jln2 dekat jejantas.. na.. nmpak org mengemis.. sana doi.. jgn ... feel something. aish.. this felling come out .. uwa.. its nothing hehehe.. ^^
hahaha... pkul  bru blik.. adei hujan; trpaksa bli payung mang la nda da payung.. pyung yg dulu lama sda rosak kena ribut kuat. hehe trus patah dua.. adei.. iya la..
ayo.. very tired..
hmmm.. tu la yg sa nda suka jln2... bgus di rumah ja duduk di rumah.. nda jga pnat.. haha.. dei.. pemals.. tpi mcm tu la.. sebenarnya.. lau mang nda da kwan jln kluar ... sa lbih suka lau duduk rumah dair jln kluar .. dan cash pun kluar.. hehehe...hmmm.. kcuali ada hal penting ... ^^.. iya la... tu ja.. nda tau pa yg sa mencarut ni.. nda tau pa mo crita.. hehehe ^^ (yang sebenarnya.. rindu ja ) huhuhu... =)
God thanks for today ... everything I have it from you.... and only you give me the best.. ^^
God bless my sister.. bless my family.. bless my friends.. bless all of them.. who live in this world.. because only with you blessing we can have a true love.. amen.. ^^

Thank you ^^

Forever love...

Forever Love Lyrics
Artist(Band):Gary Barlow
From 'Open Road' album

Love it has so many beautiful faces
Sharing lives and sharing days
My love it had so many empty spaces
I'm sharing a memory now I hope that's how it stays
Now I'm deep inside love and still breathing
She is holding my heart in her hand
I'm the closest I've been to believing
This could be love forever

All throughout my life the reasons I've demanded
But how can I reason with the reason I'm a man

In a minute I'm needing to hold her
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and harder to face life alone
Now my dreams are filled with times when we're together
Guess what I need from her is forever love

hehehe... listening to this music... hoping that our friendship will stay tight and sweet live in bond of Christ... love each other.... not only for someone but for everyone... ^^
love you .. because everything is between me and God itself.. I love you all the time...^^

a story to tell you,,,(2)

hmmm.. life mkin boring.. ku terpaksa menjauhkan diri ku daripadamu sahabat ku... ku tak inginkan sesuatu yang lebih berat lgi berlaku.. suda cukupla kita ku terima segala yg kau katakan... biarku bawa pergi.. dan biarkan ku pergi dari sini... di tmpat ini... di mna kta selalu bersama.. tmpat kita meluahkan isi hati kita...
tinggal denagn kwan .. terima kasih kwan ku kerana menumpangkan ku di sni.. di teratak mu ini... di sini saja la tmpat ku berteduh.. ku ingin melupa rasa sedih di hati ini... terima kasih kwan ku... bersmamu ku dapat bersama Tuhan mendekatinya dengan lebih dekat lgi...ku memohon belas kasih -Nya.. tiada lain.. selain kasih mu yg kuinginkan.. kuatkan la hatiku ini agar dapat memaafkannya... ajariku menghadapi dunia ini.. dugaan dan cobaan. agar ku lebih utuh dan teguh berdiri...
hmmm.. hari itu ku mendapat mesej dari kakakku.. hairan... msej kakakku... bertanyakan kabar... bertanyakan keadaanku... huh.. God do you hear my pray.. walaupun ada rasah merajuk di hati ini.. tpi ku bersyukur kerana dia masih menghubungi ku.. ku rasakan bagai disayangi... there is someone care about me.. that the peson I got.. that my sist... thank you sist.. uwa... and my friend who with me... he apologize to me.. and... dont know why .. hati ku yg dulunya keras seperti embok. .kini mula cair.. dan boleh menerimanya semula...
ku tahu semua ini keranaMu ya Tuhan.. kuasaMU memenuhi setiap langkah hidupku... dan ku bersukur... kini kmi bersatu kembali... bertapa besarnya kasih Mu ya Tuhan.. bertapa berkuasanya Engkau...
terima kasih... ^^ thanks God...

Hope I have share something...

a story to tell you,,,

hmm.... busy. busy.. busy... what on earth it is?... sudahla asigmnt berlambak... ni lagi satu... perempuan ni.. kenapa perlu kejar aku pla.. sedangkan dia bercinta dngan kawan aku.. jadi kenapa kejar aku?.. iya.. aku g kenalkan kmu berdua tpi... kenapa kejar aku.. klau nak minta pertolongan kenapa perlu berselindung knapa tidak berterus terang sahaja? seperti satu perangkap.. aku tak mahu....
aku tahu kau pernah terluka.. dan akulah sahabat mu.. shabat karib mu.. sehingga aku perkenalkan kmu dengan kawan ku... dan km berdua bercinta.. namun aku dan seorang lgi kawan ku menghalang... krana.. baruku tahu siapa sebenarnya dirimu.. dan ku tak ingin kawan ku menjadi mangsa mu.,..
selama ini ku sangka dirimu tulus bersahabat dngan ku.. dngan kwan2ku..
 tpi tergamaknya kmu membuatkan diriku seperti ini... aku bagaikan.. pesalah takut akan kehadiran pak polisi... takut akan renungan mata mu.. takut akan persoalan.. agenda yg dipersoalkan oleh pihak media... aku takut... kau buatku begini.. dan hanya aku dan kawan ku yg menghadapinya... betapa beratnya... bebanan ini... kerana sahabat ku.. aku dan kawan ku menjadi begini.. namun sayangmu kwanku tidak meperdulikan kmi... betapa sayangnya perngorbanan seorang shabat.. dipersia-siakan begitu shaja...
tidak... tidak ku sanggup lagi terima semua ini...
oh sist.. hanya kau sahaja tmpat ku mengadu... selain Tuhan yg maha tahu... hanya kau tmpat yg kurasakan bertapa senangnya hati ini meluahkan segalanya... hanya padamu .. kerana ku percaya segalanya.... kerana ku tahu dirimu pendengar luahan hatiku...
betapa sedinya diri ini... pabila kwan ku.. tidak menghiraukan ku... diala kwan ku.. kawan karibku menghadapi semua ini... ku hanya ingin kongsikan semuanya kepadamu .. nmun kenapa kmu meninggikan suaramu trhadap ku.. aku kecewa... dan sedih.. aku kecewa... dan merajuk padamu..
ada kalanya kmu ingin berbaik dengan ku.. nmun semuanya ku tolak dengan dingin.. walaupun dihati ni mahukan perdamaian.. namun... perbuatan mu masih mengecewakan ku...
hanya yg ingin ku percaya adalah kakak ku.. sist.. oh sist...  ?????
namun kau rupanya lebih dulu dari ku.. kakak ku sda berada dalam genggaman tangnmu. dan kini hanya ku sndiri... ku ingin pergi... ke tmpat yg ku tak akan berjumpa denganmu... ha... ku tahu pa yg ku perbuat adalah benar... walaupun iya sememangnya sukar bgiku... berjauhan dengan mu..
 cuma berikan u sedikit masa.. utk mengubati luka2 di hati ku ini...
maafkan ku kerana begini la diri k sebenarnya.. hatiku terluka dengan semua ini.... biarla masa yg menentukannya...  :(

simple....

"Kind words can be short and easy to speak 

but their echoes are truly endless..."

                                                                                                                                                    ~Mother Teresa

I don't know what I am...

Shallom..
Hola... yea...
hmmm... weird I don't know what I am actually.. now day... not.. everyday.. yea... something that I know but I don't understand.... I don't understand what I am thinking of.. what do I want ... what should I do.. and anything.. like its already plan and I am force to do it.. what an odd thinking.. hehehe
yea.. sometime like I am not what I am... hmm... some people say I am nice person.. but I don't think so.. I am a bad guy.. then when people say I am a bad guy... and what I think.. who are to say I am a bad guy?...
and now struggle to think.. to understand.. what I am.. who I am..
then nothing.. still can't understand.. sometime I ask myself why did you do that?... and blame myself... with I'm already done.. who I am to judge myself?... who I am to again myself?...
worry.. and disappointed...
then.. I try to listen .. try to understand people... but I keep silent.. I just listen... then.. when a time they ask me.. I have nothing to tell.. because I don't understand myself.. ^^
but I care of.. them.. Even I want to cry with them.. cause I can't cry for myself.. try to understand their felling...so that the way I can understand how life goes on.. and at a same time to understand myself.. just like compare their life with you.. and have you done.. ^^
but there is something that I don't really like.. why should I do this... yea... I like to listen... but there is a time that I can't.. and it will blame you.. even me either... then if someone say I am a good person.. then I will accept it.. but deep in my heart I am lying with myself.. like my heart want to shout "You are lying !!!".. aloud.. and it start crying.. hahaha~ then it blame myself.. you are so selfish.. more.. and more....
anything that I want to is... I want people happy... happy with me.. if they smile... or laugh I will be happy.. but.. sometime ... I make them cry... hurt their felling.. and I can be pretend that nothing happen..  for a days..
without regretting...
then... after a week like that... It will come to be my problem... the time that I will regretting with what I did... and it hurt.. hehehe~ serve you right... yea.. then sometime it will be too late to apologize... it will be too late to explain.. and maybe there is no second chance for you... because is too late.. and that you fault..
hehe... emotional pla ni.. ish.. iya... just want to share what I can.. to share.. because I don't know how to.. and what need..
iya.. sda la... nanti keluar pla air mata.. ^^
God strengthen me with Your blessing.. Amen..

Thank you... =)

trpaksa tukar..

Shalom...
Hola... hmm... nampaknya sa cuba buat tuk sa sndiri ja.. ish.. last2 sa tingu nda pla ok dia punya design . ikut broser yg dia guna..  screen yg dia guna.. cuma sa ikut sa punya ja.. na.. last sa buka guna computer org lain..p unya bida tu design dia.. nda nampak sumanya.. hmm.. iya la kan..
va trpaksa la sa buka tu rosario punya html.. yai.. fikir cara mo kasi masuk blik tu nnti.. adei.. mcm mna ah?..
hmm..
nnti la pkir mcm mna cara dia.. hmm.. susah jga va lau nda ok .. hehehe biarla.. hehehe
 pa org bilang semak tu ko punya blog.. va nda da pla org ckap dulu.. hehehe by the way thanks for tell me.. yea...
hmm.. For now.. God know everthing... and He can do anything.. thanks God... for that.. everthing You do.. for me.. for my family... for my friends. and everybody.. ^^ c
thanks...

dont you quit...

Shalom..

Hola.. I pray and pray.. nothing happen.. Sometime it make me to quit praying.. I don't know.. why nothing happen.. so... I pray and pray... the more I pray the more trial I get.. and it want me to quit.. But I refuse.. and it will happen again... and again.. never stop.. but like he said.. don't you quit... you keep walking... you keep trying.. there is help and happiness ahead... some blessing come .. some come late.. some didn't come to heaven.. but  for those who impress the gospel of Jesus Christ they come... It will be alright in the end. trust God and believe in good things to come...
every time I watch this video.. my tears come out falling out... It easy to cry... but didn't know why... ^^ 

radio online?

Shalom....

hola. hehhe adoi gia.. a mo buat.. kmu ada dngar pasal radio online ka?.. pena jga tu gna kan... na.. sa pun pna guna.. ada yg guna online browser dan ada jga yg gna player di computer.. hehehe ayo .. nda tau pa mo ckap tpi brother tu mo tau.. hahaha~ ok la va sa bgi tau pa yg sa tau... hehehe.. ok la va tu kan bro Simon.. hehehe ewa..
mmm,,, first ko perlu tau mcm mna ko mo dngar tu radio.. ada dua cara bah tu.. kadang2 ada web g bgi kita plugin supaya kta ble download dan main dlm winamp ka.. windows player ka.. gom player ka.. asal yg support steaming punya.. dan ada jga yg bgi supaya kita dingar di web browser ja.. so.. sa tau UUM nda bgi pelajar dia dingar tu.. sbab sa ada try dia nda bgi.. lain setting dia.. hehehe

so.. jadi cuma tu gna audio player ja la yg ble..  then lau mc tu .. ko cari dlu la plug in dia.. biasa dulu sa cuma dingar tu Sabah FM dan VFM sbab sana semennjung mana ada broadcast radio sabah.. klau tu.. ada plug in.. ko pi rtm sabah. contoh yg sa bgi tu sabah FM la.. .http://www.sabahfm.my/ pas tu ada tu button ni ----------------------->
pas tu ada la tu dia suruh ko download.. klau ble guna IE la.. lgi senang..
then plas ko download tu ko play la guna player yg tersedia install..

satu lagi.. tu radio guna browser.. buka browser dia.. pastu.. save as tu page.. complete page.. then pas download ko cari folder dia.. cari file music yg ada dlm folder trsebut... then try buka.. kadang2 ada yg ble buka tu.. biasanya nda ble.. hahahaha...
klau mcm  Ht fm ikut la pa yg dia suruh hahaha.. aish.. tpi tu internet UUM sa rasah nda support tu .. krana firewall..
hehehe.. bah try la dulu... Bro Simon... tanya lgi... sa pun nda tau pa sa taip ni ..hehehe

kalangadan..

tirak nu kakal ku orongou
ngingis nu kakal ku osorou
timpu miampai dikoyu
amu insan sumoibau
kakal pointanom
sumarabak sumaralom id tundu-undu ku..

soira kasadu id tindalanon
aratu om osindualan
oruol kam amu asangalan
ahaba.. gisom amu milo tumungag

koinggoritan ku osili kounsikahan
tihad ku osili koirakan
katangaban atalup noliputan
tindalanonku osili susuian

sabab tambalut id toningku
momolidas diti ginawoku nogonitan
ganit diti noudasan
popokito ralan sunsuion
kumaa id kalansanan

baino id sodu oku dikoyu
popotongob diti ginawoku
lumansan kopiruba kawagu
sabab lumangad oku dikoyu..

tambalutku...

Shalom...
sa nda tau lagi pa mo taip..
langadon zou.. hmmm...

update kunn

Shalom..
hola.. na nda tau pa mo taip sini ni.. ish.. hehee... iya la..
ari ni nda pi mna2 duduk2 sini.. diam2 sini.. nda pi mna2.. nda paya cari.. sa nda lari jga..sa sini ja ni... nda da tmpat sa mo tapuk.. dei.. hehe

na tu la sa cuba2 kunn add tu link sana sabalah.. ok jga la.. ada jga trtambah tpi buruk la.. ish... pas tu add la dulu tu tamanyou fm punya link.. anak sabah punya rancangan online radio.. so suport la durang k.. bilang dorang ble guna di chrome.. dan IE.. nda tau la kamurang cuba dlu.. pas tu chat tu.. ok la.. kmu ble chat trus dngan dj dia.. minta rq lagu mo pasang...
kwan2 sa jga tu sana,.. ada satu skolah sa dulu.. wass up.. hehehe
ok tu je..

thanks god for today.. Your blessing.. ^^

Thank you...

mmm...

Shalom...
hola .. hehehe.. hmmm.. why do I smile?.. ayo.. dont know nothing.. just let it be hehehe.. ^^ complete doing that link on right side of this blog..
ayo.. but it not running like I want it to be... yea I use comitbird as my default browser and it running ok with it.. but when I try it using
internet explore.. it not running well.. hahaha.. hmmm... just tri it in offline mode.. so dont know do it work online.. I hope so..
hmmm.. to night dont know what to do.. ayo.. alone it this room.. back to Tamparuli but stil alone. hahaha.. yala.. what do I do .. nothing..
iya.. hmmm.. hope tomorrow will be more meaningful ..
God thanks for tonight.. You help me a lot..
Thank you...

Thank you

iya...

Shalom...
hola... na cuba2 kunn mo buat html tuk kedua2 belah tepi... blog ni.. lain va kosong.. hehe mula2 sa mo ksih masuk gambar ja.. tpi timbul pla idea mo kc tu Rosario utk setiap ari.. hehe try guna switch.. iya.. tpi nda tau mcm mna dia pnya design... va comment pa sa mo tambah lgi.. adei.. hehe tambah berat sa punya blog ni.. hehe
pa pun.. di sini la sa testing sa punya html.. hahaha.. ok la va... walaupun nda pndai.. tpi internet bnyak membantu.. taip ja pa ko mo cari.. berjela2 dia bgi.. ada yg nda da kaitan langsng.. ok la dpt jga cari...
ni la kerja lau bosan2 ni.. hehehe
papa pun sa blum dpt g tu sa mau,,, adei... biarla nnti dpt jga tu.. hehehe
papa pun chayo.. have a nice day....

Thank you..

God for today.. thanks again.. even I do something that hurt You.. thanks..

kurang tidur.. dei..

Shalom...
hola .. hehehe .. semalam nda dpt tidur.. nda tau knapa... dei.. mcm org bingung.. then apa lgi main game la.. na tpi game pun .. nda tau mcm mana main.. kalah ja.. nda concentrate pun.. ish..  org mesej pun nda trbals.. pa la ni.. bingung .. aku bingung.. nasib bukan banganga.. ada la sikit.. hehe
 hmmm. today. lmbat masuk kerja.. nasib la budak prtikel ja..
ok jga la..
 walaupun bos marah.. tpi lmbat sikit jga dia masuk.. hehehe adei.. iya bercerita pasal bos ni.. doi.. kcian ba kwan sa ni pratikel.. dei.. nda tau la knapa tpi pada kwan2 yg kan pratikel nnti.. klau kmu pkir mo ada elaun  kmu pilh la btul2.. jgn nnti pilih2 pas tu report nda kna bagi... sdangkn dalm agreement sda kna tulis.. tau pun sabar2 ja kmu.. ikut apa yg boss suruh kmu buat.. jgn lwan cakap bos... ni va kwan sa ni.. sda kmi ckap dan bgi pndangan tpi nda jga dia mo dingar... pas tu.. masa sa sama bos jln tdi.. ada dia ckap.. supaya suruh kwan sa tu bgi surat dan minta tanda tangan .. dia mo kasih gagal.. adei... harap2 nda la... kwan ku... cpat la ko berubah... ish2... sa nda mau lau mcm tu crita dia.. kita sama sini... kita sabar ja... ya.. chayo..
hehe.. hmmm.. pa lgi.. na tdi ada chat ngan sist Yvonne.. alolo.. siok dorang.. siap jdi MC lgi nga MB tuk korean night ... ewa.. congrats ah.. hehe... tanya2 khabar la ewa.. jeles ni dorang sana... hhehee..
 na pa kan daya.. setiap yg datang akan pergi jua akhirnya.. so bgitu la lumra dunia... so. sabar je la.. nda pa... sodu id mato nga osook id ginawo ka di... hehehe kounsikou toinsanan..
for my note...

• pi sekolah2
• ambil printer
• ambil modem.. 

• thank you...

iya.... God thank you for this day... you power blessed us...

Thank you...

ayo...

Shalom...
hola.. huhuhu.. hmm.. today want to add some feature for my blog but.. as you can see.. nothing change,, hmm.. just new posting.. hehe
iya.. sa mo guna tu widget mo kunn tambah shock wave flash tapi sa rasa lambat pla nnti dia loading .. so I remove it... na..
hmmm.. today.. hehehe caya la boss.. spoting sunggu.. iya la.. hehe
makan megi kami di office.. hehehe sapa suruh tutup kadai.. hahaha~ nasib nda da boss sda..

hmm tu pesbuk status.. "Simbar Busul".. adei sa pikir ada org tau... hehe.. nampaknya cuma di rumah ja dorang pakai tu.. hehehe maksudnya ialah.. ko bercakap sendiri.. contoh keadaan.. ko tanya sesuatu.. pas tu ko jawab sendiri.. tu la dia bilang Pxxxat ko yg menjawab.. hahahahaha~

ayo. miss NUCS lo.. tonight every Thursday.. at 2030 there have catholic student gathering... huhuu.. miss that moment with them.. singing... praying... worshiping.. sharing,, and the best moment is.. I can play guitar.. to worship God.. ewa... (emo kunn) cess.. hehehe.. anyway be bless always NUSCsan...

Dear God thanks for the blessing from You today.. ^^

Thank you...

love You...

I love you but...

No need to talk... 

one day of...

Shalom
Hola... hehehe how are you today?.. everthing is fine for you?.. plan2 kita mnghadapi setiap dugaan hidup.. na bagi rakan yg berpuasa.. selamat berpuasa ya... ^^
today no thing to write down.. just an ordinary day.. mmm.. tu pasal puasa ja la.. nda da kedai bukan.. skit kedai buka.. hehehe... nda pa.. last2 terikut jga berpuasa.. nda mkn..doi mcm nda biasa... iya lakan..
hmmm,, bit boring today... na.. ada bos.. takut jga di office... takut kedapatan buka web yg nda da kaitan.. pura2 la sibuk.. hehehe cewa.. hmmmm.. walaupun cuma ratikum ja ok ja pun.. mcm berkerja sda.. haha suasana dia.. dei..
dei.. yesterday... I post "koinggoritan popokito koposion" for my facebook status.. na bilang c Bebert.. I dont understand.. na.. Nak ertinya... "Hardness show Life" .. even me cant expalin it actually.. hehehe
mmm.. nda da la mo ckap.. 
iya.. for my blog.. didnt know how to make floating link.. that stick with browser .e.vent you scroll down the page.. hahaha.. na perlu cari tu cm mna mo buat... ish2.. yg kmarin sa buat nda jadi... dei.. cuba2 kunn.. sana2 va tu link... 
na haha... mo cari crita last tu sinetron benci bilang cinta. .tpi nda dpt... sa mo tingu last dia.. mana tau siok mo tingu.. walaupun kurang jga sa tingu .. hehehe
mmm.. pa lgi... mo mencari template blogger.. mo buat kajian kunn.. hahaha lau pandai la.. cewa... 
good luck for you...
mmm... Thanks God... for this day,,, You always there even sometime I forgot You.. but You never be.. 

Thank you ...

panat ka sa ni?

Shalom.... 
Hola... apa khabr semua?... hope it's always ok.. mmm.. if not.. I hope that you are stronger than enough to face it.. then everything goes right... yea don't worry.. He always there.. for us.. even we ignore Him.. but for now... He always there.. waiting for us to turn to Him.. ^___^.. 
 ayo.. not to well today.. a bit tired.. hehehehe.. but I enjoy it.. before this.. gone to TM building to pasang wireless wiring... ayo.. panat jga la.. turun naik bangunan lima tingkat.. I dont know.. but I enjoy it.. smlam kurang tidur.. (kunn) siapa suruh.. then today ada boss di office.. na.. nasib ada mo buat di luar.. nda jga trjumpa boss.. mcm la boss tu garang .. sampai nda mo jumpa dia.. wasei.. (terbatuk-batuk kunn kli boss tu skrang) hehe
hmmm.. what did I do three years blajar di UUM.. samapi perkara senang pun lupa.. doi ada ka sa lupa susunan tu RJ45 puya warna.. hmmm... ni va susunan dia..

• White orange
• orange
• white green
• blue
• white blue
• green
• white brown
• brown

hehehe.. senang ja pun.. tukar2 ja.. ish..punya malu ni pun nda tau.. na lain kli jgn ko silap@lupa.. hehehe siap tulis di buku 555 lagi.. yai.. utk nnti kn..
ewa.. na pas tu jln kaki balik office.. ewa.. limpas Gereja secret Heart.. jaln pi Sadong Jaya.. dengan tanga di tangan.. nasib ringa ja.. but hot bah skarang.. ceh.. pa bilang staff sini tu sama2 sa jalan... knapa pla skrang ni.. org mo puasa dia ja sibuk2 mo kemarau.. iya bah pla .. mcm mula sda blik kemarau.. na kcian va org yg mo puasa.. mcm mana dorang mo tahan klau kering time puasa.. na sabar2 je la ya.. jgn batal.. semua dugaan.. good luck pada semua.. ^^ 
 sampai office.. na trus pi mkn.. pkul tiga setengah baru ambil lunch.. hehehe nda pa rasa nda lapar pla...
hmmm.. petang tu.. na.. ambil kesempatan guna alatan yg office.. hahaha.. alat utk urut2 kaki.. hahah siok.. 
wasei... pas tu nda pla sedar tertidur.. hmmm... nda pa .. panat kli knn ni. ish..
ayo.. tdi sempat kmi pi wisma Muis.. na black out oh sana.. wasei.. nda pla tau.. boleh2 nya sa trjumpa dorang c Zul kici san.. dorang pun pratikum jga va.. di jabatan Zakat dia bilang.. ish.. ni lagi yg sa nda suka.. va.. pertanyaan tu.. berapa elaun kamu dapt?.. hmm. susah ati sa mo jwab oh.. hahaha~
Sda la klau tmpat kmi.. sudah ada perjanjian elaun blum tntu kna bgi.. na sa ambil jga.. hehe cess.. ble ka klau nda paya tanya pasal tu? ... yala va sja.. senyum ja la.. hmmm begitu la va... stakat ni.. nda pa la.. sa sda dpt pengalaman di sini.. dan mereka sudi mengambil kmi sebagar pelajar pratikum di tmpat mereka.. na buat la pa dorang sruh... then elaun tu blakang kira va klau sa..  hehehe
ni va satu lagi ni.. adoi.. sa punya rakan pelajr yg sama2 sa pratikum.. ble2 lagi dia lambat2 datang pi office.. pas tu kna tegur.. boleh2 dia ckap.. ble ka company ni bayar bagi sa elaun... aish.. kecian tu krani kmi.. sa trs dia dia bilang..hmmm.. org sda bagus2 va ckap... never mind friend.. we already do what we must do.. and you are the one who can do it .. we just support you.. 
hmm... what else... iya..
 sa mo tambah lagi option di blog sa.. sa mo tu floating link.. hahaha.. sa nda mo static ja di atas.. sa mo lau kita scroll down tu link pun ikut sama... hehe
that all..  Thanks god for today... I got a happy day.. ^^

Thank you.. 

blog adding function..

Shalom

Hola..... hmmm.. pandai2 mo ubah css org.. tpi last2 nda tau jga.. hehehe.. nda pa ok jga va ada jga sa trtambah tu link sana atas.. supaya nda pya susah mo cari@taip tu link into new tab.. because I set it to open in new tab kunn.. then try buka guna internet explore...sbab sa edit guna ni cometBird... BIRD kunn gitu.. bkan tu FOX..  sdangkan sama ja pun.. hehehe.. then try the link in there.. hahaha dia pop up into new windows.. cess.. kecewa kunn sa... how come ah?.. then try tingu2 setting tu Internet explore.. na tau ada jga va mo tukar sana.. then try again.. yes.. it open in new tab... 

hahaha~ kcian... baru tu yg dia tau... hmm... maybe but it more than nothing kan.. biarla... like two in one... in editing or adding html into my blog.. at the same time learning... sda blajra va jga tpi.. berkarat sda otak.. lupa.. 

tu la.. makan semut sja.. 

wasei.... tapi sa tu yg sa nda puas ati  tu css tuk video.. adaka sa post video.. sa embed kunn.. then that give me half of that video only...  sbab tu sa punya css nda set tu bnda.. na kciwa sa... pening2 sda mo tingu tu HTML dia.. benci sa tingu tu video sparuh ja bkan full pun... hahaha~ jeles sama c Bebert punya blog.. full screen kunn dia punya video... nnti la sa tanya pa template yg dia guna.. (ble ka tu?).. aish... sa nda puas ati lau nda dpt.. (kunn) bisuk2 lupa sda kunn tu mo buat.. hehehe

va yg penting ada sda tu link pesbuk.. manga.. youtube.. then tu email la pnting sama c Bebert dan NUCS punya blog.. ok la va... snang ja la click sja.. hmm

mula2 mo guna yg kna bagi sana add gajet tpi nda siok.. dia guna turun bawa list.. ble tukar jga tpi mo kunn tulis sndiri.. haha..
pas tu tukar tu text bergerak.. mo try switch punya function kunn.. mo tingu la bisuk pa kunn text yg dia bgi.. kunn mo tukarr tiap ari.. yala tu.. btul ka tu.. tingu la bisuk... 

anyway... have a good life.. 

thanks God for today... ayo.. tringat pla mo pi mass ari ni .. sperti setiap kli dan selalu... melayani... 

tpi apakan daya.. kerjaya bkan stakat di sana ja... so hidup perlu di teruskan... 

walau dimana saja berada.. ( walaupun kadang2 trfikir jga rasa bosan untuk hidup)... anyway...

Thank you.... 

Alone in the night…

Shalom….

It’s dark… I can’t see light there..in my room… it’s dark…

the lamp is on… it’s still dark… I on my laptop… but still I can’t see the light… it’s dark…

silent… yes it quiet night… even there is car at road passing by… even it’s raining… even I play music there in my laptop… but again it’s silent…a quiet night… no sound… it’s quiet…

empty… yea it’s empty again… even this room are small… full off stuff… my stuff… but it’s still empty… yea empty…

there is something missing…

hmmm… I am sleepy…

thanks God for this day…

I don't want to talk about it anymore.....

 Shalom...
I been thinking.. can I forget it?..  I've been stupid... pretending that I am not guilty...
 I want to stop it.. and don't want to talk it anymore...  thank you...

I can tell by your eyes that you've prob'bly been cryin' forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, my heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
blue for the tears, black for the night's fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're just a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

take care...  

I did It my way...

Shalom
hola... hmmm.. hehehe (senyum sndiri).. doi.. hehehe
 I did it my way.. that the last song that we sing together at C-mart k-box.. uwa... we MB,YB and Brun there,,, how is it .. hehehe... good for me.. just have fun with them before I leave.. hehehe 
lawak .. nyanyi dgn penuh semangat.. menghayati btul kunn.. hehehe ewa... caya la kmurang bro... hehe
nnti lain kli kita pi nyanyi lagi ah .. hehe klau c YB suka tu lagu2 rock kapak dulu.. hehehe.. yg vesi jiwang2.. hahaha ( jgn marah).. lau MB pla suka lgu yg .. lama2 jga la ..tpi lebih pada yg genre apa tu sa pun nda ingat.. yai.. lau C brun pla.. jgn la .. dia suka lagu yg tarik2.. terutama CD... hehehe doi teringat suma tu.. heheh
senyum ja ko ah...  jgn ko buat papa.. hehehe ewa.. 
nda tau pla sa mo crita pa sini.. cuma sa ingat ja.. juz remember it.. n dont know how to explain it... ok ..
la.. lalalala~ 

what is this mean to be?.

Shalom...
hola... what happen to me today?.. like I gonna cry.. what is this feeling?...  something in my heart... something hurt... I want to laugh but ... my lips seem not agree with me... both my eyes and lips... don't agree with what i want to do... My feeling ... take all of it... hahaha...
 adoi... I think I am strong to face this.. huhuhuhu.. but.. now what?.. seem not ..

those pictures.. those video... those music we sing together are hunting me..  take all my feeling .. make it sad...
uwa... be strong...  be strong... hahahha

A new month and day...

Shalom..
Hola.... happy friendship's day... friends..
with a new month and day... nothing happen.. maybe there is but I didn't care.. hehe ya... 
got text from my friends.. and I send it back to them... yea.. thank for this friendship's day... coz for this day I have a reason to text my friends...  
its weird coz.. I scare to text my friend.. hehehe~  iya.. if nothing important I want to ask.. I scare to send text.. hehe.. dont know why.. juz dont want to disturb them .. yea.. maybe.. sometime like that.. so I prefer not to text unless there text me first... 
 so.. on that day .. got reason to text them.. then.. at the same time .. ble jga tanya kabar... 
hmm... 
feel want to play guitar and sing... together to sing...
 want to sing Hossana.. thank to bro Brun.. for this song ... how sweet it...
but... no guitar to play...hmmm
then no friends beside me to sing with... like always...  miss to play guitar for you... 
perhaps I am not a good guitarist.. but I like to play it.. 
that the way can feel it.. hehehe ... the way to praise..^____^ 
any way thank for that memory... sweet memory in my head...  

Let it be...

Shalom... 
Hola .... walaupun sa nda tau apa mo taip.. taip ja la...  hmm... today nothing we do... just a bit kemaskini di system... then na .. lambt kunn dia punya sistem...  any way.. ok jga kli rasa ni.. tpi rasa mcm kosong ja.. huhuhu.. Dont know why.. hmmm... boring. ada jga... penat ada jga... rindu pun ada jga.. ayo...  what ever.. life must go on .. that what I have told to my friends... and for me also.. but seem I am the one who not... like I admit to the end.. hehehe... 
world are too complicated to understand... people there and there... hard to predict what is it.. hahahaha...( poor English)... 
hmmm... that I dont want to complain... everyone have their right to chose.. so dont blame God.. heheh
 kuat pla sa merapuh ni... adoi...   
anyway thank to you my friends... especially who contact me.. ^^ 

May God you always..

hmm..

Shalom

hi.. How are you fella?.. hmmmm..what wrong I dont know... I can't explain it... seem I start to regret.. ^^.. hmmm.. serve you right... koto..
who order you to do that?.. its you.. you.. and none of the its you alone..
ok... stop... and stop.. the story end here.. time is over now..
 and begin a new day...  learn from yesterday.. and never do it again... 
maybe my mistake for the first place... like I don't care.. hmmm..
 yesterday I call both MB and YB.. hehehe.. miss them.. other ask about what just happen hehe..
 doi...both of you ah... hehe... I know you well.. some is serious with their job.. and other buat slumber ja.. hehehe.. just another way to be more mature.. hahahaha~

then another thing.. yai.. what happen... a bit shock bout them lo...  pikir gaduh2.. hehehe. then tau2 just a joke.. cess.. what ever la.. keep it tight la k... NUCS family...
hmmm.... feeling lonely pla di sni ni.. ok la.. bye..

that the answer...

Shalom... 
hi everyone.. huhuhuh.. dont know what to say here... hmmm..
but thank for visiting my blog.. nothing here ... hehehe.. wonder who is in Negeri Sembilan...  
thanks for visit ya.. :) 
hmmm.. no.. I dont know what else to say.. that me... why do I did this thing?..  ayo..
yea.. realizing that silent not a good option so I ask... then the answer just like what I expected..  Yes..
 hehehe.. yea i agree.. that my fault.. and even me if someone do that to me.. there is a reason for me to keep mad to that person.. 
anyway thank for answering my question... I will never ask it again.. (hopefully).. that me.. How cruel I am.. 
what curse me?.. 
why do I can't be more responsible for that?... 
why I can't be serious with that thing?.
do I can't...?
what ever.. I never want this... 
hmmm.... just let it be...

and I am not...

Shalom..

 I want to ask you my friends and my blog reader... thanks for reading although I dont know what I am typing here. Do you agree if I say ..

"to be a brother or sister he or she must be great and perfect"...

 I dont know why I am saying this.. for my friends who know me...

Do I act like a real brother for you?... 

hmmmm...

sometimes... even evertime I think I am not congruent to be call as a big brother for my friends... yes I am not... How can I called as brother with all I have done?... what I have done for my brother and sister… How I’m not ashame to be called as a brother even in my family… I am not much talk to my brother and sister… membisu seribu bahasa,… to my big brother.. how ?.. I didn’t have a good talk to him.. to my sisters.. what?.. just an important thing .. and after that…. Silent…  to my three young brothers.. why I can’t do more talk with all of you?...  whay ?.. why I can’t talk more easily to all of you… yes maybe there is a time that we talk much… but why not all the time? I did not know how to…

to my friends,,, I do care for you… do as a brother…  and I really mean it.. but.. In deep of my heart… I am ashamed.. of what I am doing… like I just pretending to be a brother…

I am lie to myself… lie to my friends… how can I be you brother even I can be a good brothers for my family members…

How shame I am… you call me brother… you call me bro..  I call you sist… I call you sister… I call you bro.. I call you brother…. Proud to be call as a brother…   But do I qualify to be a brother for you?...

Sometimes means everytime… I can’t help my brother and sister…. How shame I am?...  sometime I did not want to understand them.. what I am?...  I just think of myself… even can’t think about other heart… and feeling.. menyakitkan hati mereka adalah.. hurt their feeling…. What I am?...

How I deserve to be call as brother.. without doing the right thing what a BROTHER must do.. to their sisters and brothers?... How cant I not shame ?..

How cant I deserve to be call as you brother.. and I call you sister if I hurt you feeling.. ?..  I cant keep you safe.. I cant take care of you.. even I call myself as a brother for you… I give you poison…

What I am?

Then I realize …  I am not deserve to be your brother… I am not a good and perfect brother… I am not even qualified to be call as a brother at  all… thanks to call be as your brother…  THANKS…

otopot ka ti?

shalom

bah momodusun oku la kio baino diti.. hehehehe iso monguhot oku po dikoyu.. osonong ka amu sporting ?.. kmoyon ku nopo waro bo tambalut ku hiti
nokokito facebook ku.. na haro2 la nokito dau tangatambalut ku tondu.. mokintutun kaka da di yau nga amu oku gia tumboyoon.. sorou ku nopo nga privacy tulun bo gia ri.
 kodung po tondu... ka di dau.. iya gia ndo au sporting.. ish kangku.. na tambalut ku ih...
hmm... siou la gia diya yo... sondiri npo moi intutun sondiri kangku npo..
tpot nopo nga amu oku gia rohian kowoyo-woyoon dau bo... boros ka tulun bonduon... ish.. momidouso moi pimboros tulun miagal ti.. hehehe.. kuroyon po gia.. iri no
kowoyo-woyoon dau di.. kuro kangku gia no .. yho moi popitutun.. na nung waro kuro2 kumaa tambalut ku tondu di?... yho nga manasal ngi minoi popintutun kumaa tulun..
nung osnong npo da kowoyo-woyoon tulun di nga buli ibo da gia.. nga.. au ku asanangan dau... obingkasou ka nogi..
nung waro tambalut ku di amu koilo kowoyo-woyoon dau di.. oudutan.. na.. kuro kangku?
ish haro2 nopo gia ti... koilo matu da gia kosumandakan mintamong tinan sondiri .. nga.. au oku ih asangan gia yo.. ondos ka nogi kopomiraag tongondu.. ish..
kuroyon ku kaka no gia ndo ri?..
osonong nopo da kowoyo-woyoon nu.. aiso bo gia salah nung mintutun no tomod bo gia.. nga mikinongou nogi koboros2on nu nga.. au oku no papasaga..
au ku asaga haro nunu2 di au osonong kumaa tambalut ku.. lobi2 po tambalut di.....
kasalah ku toi nangku mongumolig tambalut ku sondiri?.. tambalut ku piya iya nga amu oku ih asaga nung ingkaa no koboboroso nu..

asaru ku nogi do momusorou... nokuro tu miagal diri... mondosi ko ongoi do tulun ih koupusan nu ka?.. iya amu oku ih mongudut.. ish onu ti?..
nga topot.. iri iso sabab la.. nga amu ima agayo tomod.. ish.. nokuro gia ti.. pandai2 kaka moi pongumolig do wokon okon wkon nga koilo ka mongumolig tinn dau sondiri ka?.
ish.. au u nogi nokoilo?.. iri ka komyon do mada atagakan?.. au ih kanto.. nga nokuro di?.. au ku koilo onu ka simbar... onu ih oilaan ku..
 onu ih mangan ku ti nga otopot... om au kasalah.. ma tu,,,
hehehe
 yoho nga au ku karati...

small reunion...

Shalom

apa khabar semua.. lama sda nda update ni blog buruk sa ni.(hehehe sdangkan baru ja pun). huhuhuh
hehehe.. nda tau pla pa kabar dia skrang... chat2 jga kli dai tu.. hehehe
wasei..
kamarin.. 27 hb 6.... ada kunn reunion va dorang rancang buat di 1 Borneo.. class 5 sains 2 2004
pnya student.. but pity for us only 4 of us come.. huhuhuhu.. never mind.. thank to Ain, Mel and Rani..
lama tdak jumpa kmurang.. borak2 mcm dlu time2 skulah.. hehehe..
hehe... thank to our organizer... susah2 dia pi post di pesbuk. ti kurang jga yg pgi..
ble la consider.. ada yg sda jln pi semenanjung va.. ada jga yg on work.. and ada jga yg nda dpt contact..
hehehe
 never mind guys,.. next time plan I hope you cme without any reason not to come.. OK?
hehehe~
 that day.. takut jga la... mcm mana.. nda tau mcm mna mo pgi 1B ya la va ... nda perna jln2 pi sana kan,. masa kna buat pun bkan d sabah jga..
sana sompogunn sumikul...
hehehe.. sempat jga sa pi Mass pgi tu.. thanks to St. Simon Likas.. comunity... I got a wonderfull Mass.. sejak lama nda dpt p.. mengaku ja la..
first time masuk church lpas blik dari Senandung ari tu.. isk2.. rindu pla sama Changlun church... hehehe
 balik pada topik asal.. hehehe
then sampai san.. ui gia.. ngam2 pukul 2... iya ..mang janji around 2pm va... so mcm menepati masa la ni.. hehehe
ewa.. trus call Organizer.. ewa dorang pgi urut gtu.. hahaha.. yg lain blum sampai lgi va.. hahaha.. doi.. jln2 dlu la..
hahaha.. sesat ni jln2.. nda tau mo pi mana.. mcm budu2 jln sorang2.. makhluk asing.. nta dari mana... hahaha
 so dari sa trus sesat.. trus pigi pntu dapan.. wasei... tunggu sana la.. mlas sa di dlm kana tingu2..(perasan) hahaha. kurang org jga..
sana tu...
nda lama tu.. " ui Nxxxxxxx.. " tingu tup2 c Ain va.. hahaha.. doi.. dngan nda pakai spek dia ble knal sa jga.. hahaha. ewa.. tu la org yg sa kenal 11 tahun
belajar... tau2 la dari... tahun 1 di sk Pukak hingga la sampai tingkatan 5 di smk Tun Fuan kiuli.. mesti kmi sama2 ja.. haha.. jgn pikir lain2 ah..
 tu satu klas va.. nda pernah tukar klas.. hehehe. siok jga la.. kan.. kawan2 ko dari sekolah rendah lgi satu klas ja sampai besar(means until ting. 5)
cewa. mkin cantik va ko Ain..(betul) hehehe... doi.. na trus cari C Mel la.. ayo.. lupa... dia dtng nga adik dia.. hehe. comel..
ayo.. cewa cari c Mel.. na tau2.. dia da di atas.. hehehe. sama c.. ehem.. siapa lgi.. coming soon tu.. hehehe... cewa..
na pi la tmpat dorang.. na trus kna risik c anu Mel.. hahahaha~ not me.. but girls talk kan.. na sa diam ja la..
hmm... tunggu Rani lgi.. hahaha.. nda dpt tunggu ..dorang bawa pi mkn KFC.. wasei..hahaha.. doi..
hahaha.. na masa mkn2 tu.. bnyak la crita.. c Rani pun datng masa tu.. ok la... huhuhu.. tu ja yg datang .. sa expact bnyak va yg dpt ..
nda apa la.. yg penting sa dpt po jumpa kmurang.. yg lain .. lain kali la.. hehe.
penuh ngan girl talk va... so.. sa diamkan diri ja la.. sampai kna tanya knapa jdi pdiam.. haha.. jgn kmu.. blum lgi tu.. hehe.
tpi nda tau la ..sa bnyak mendiamkn diri.. hehehe. mngkali sbab mkin tua kli.. hehehe
ayo.. mcm skijap ja va kmi sana... nda lama jupa.. then bersurai lgi.. hhuhuhuh.. kcian c Rani tanya?.. aik blik sda?.. ayo.. siou la.. nda ble lama2 va..
lgipun Kcian adik c Ain.. dia mo blik mpung lgi va.. sndangkn ptang sada va masa tu..
thank for Ain ngan adik dia.. bab bgi sa tumpang naik p kk.. sampai terminal bus.. huhuhuhu
 tu ja yg reunion kmi.. isk2 .sa nda puas... bercrita.. ops.. bkan.. nda puas dngar kmu bercerita.. hehehe
but.. thank for organizer bcoz.. walaupun skit ja.. tpi jadi jga buat va... permulaan yg bgus.. lain kli organize lgi ah.. tu baru testing2 va tu kan.. hehehe
talk about our future life.. ow.. menakutkan jga oh.. ish..
hahah.. pertanyaan lgi tu... ko ada girlfriend sda ka?.. hahahaha~ ish.. hidup pun masih mokisumad molohing... lgi la klau GF.. onu ponumad?.. ble la klau memahami...
 hahaha blum tiba masanya va.. kmurang ni kan...

hehehe.. pandai2 sa p 1B tanpa btau kakak sa.. huhuhu.. siou ah.. hehehe.... jgn marah krna adik ko ni suka jln2.. doi skli ja va.. hehehe =)
ok... ok.. ok... daaaa.. love you..

punya senang.....

Shalom...

hola Blog.. huhuhuhu~.. adei.. kedua kali tulis.. ish.. sda berjela-jela ayat yg sa taip tdi last2 hilang.. hang tu Opera browser.. silaka... hahahaha..koto sa suda uninstal ko.. pandai sot sot.. hang2.. install lgi ni comet bird.. harap2 ko ok la.. lau nda kna.. bersama2 la ko sama c opera... hahahaha~
 aish... lama sa nda post papa yg patut@benda merapu d sini.. hehehe  tau la pratikel kunn.. jdi mals la mo tulis.. hehe tau pun.. mang pun ko ni pemalas... isk2.. (terharu )..
kmarin ada ni junior tanya... dia tanya pasal pratikum.. hehehe.. ok ja va sist... tpi ... trlalu banya cobaan yg cuba menjatuhkan iman yg rapuh.. huhuhuu... isk2 bgini ka pla... mcm sa mo sambung blajar blik.. hahah.. walaupun bosan sda mo blajar... ahahaha...

nda da papa jga mo taip va.. cuma rasa bosan di opis.. kunn ni saturang.. ada jga la staff dia.. tpi di sebelah. suma org cuti ari ni... ish.. bosan jga la.. sbab lambat buat kerja.. garah tu sistem dia lambat.. tau2 la di mana server databse dia tu.. lambat sangat mo update...  hehehe. sabar ja la..

uisey.. mo tanya skit ni?..
Btul ka snang sangat mo pikat perempuan then minta lebih2?
isk2... trcabar iman ku yg baru berputik di dlam ati yg dlam... hahaha... ada ni org ckap... knapa ah?... adakah kebanyakan insan bernama wanita tu senang di pujuk rayu?... then.. black out .. dont know what happen... then ni sorang lgi cakap...
"kalau kamu mo tinggalkan sa (means break la)... sa ok ja .. sa ble cari yg lain... " betul kata org habis madu sempah dibuang... benarkah?. ish... then sana sa nda tau pa kan jadi?.. 
hahah~ taip.. taip.. sa bukan seorang pengarang profesional.. sa bukan guru bahasa .. yg tau tatabahasa yg betul.. sa bukan nya mahu mengenakan sesiapa...  sa cuma mahu meluahkan pa yg berada di kotak pkiran yg nda tau papa...
kui..kui..kui... ish.. taip ja la .. pa yg terlintas di pikiran.. dan jari jemari yg bermain di atas papan kekunci laptop hitam ku.. (walaupun kadang2 bikin panas.. hang2).. hehehe..

na baru sa teringat.... pertanyaan kakak Siti dlu di office..
knapa lelaki nda cukup dngan satu org perempuan?
blank trus sa... sa nda tau...
 the apa yg sa trfikir cuma satu .. "knapa perempuan nda ckup dngan satu org lelaki@suami?".. bkan semua la... tpi jgn kata nda ada org mcm tu...
then kak siti kata.. oleh kerana nafsu lelaki nda puas dngan seorang perempuan... then lau mcm tu?.. perepmpuan pun ada jga mcm tu ka?.
then .... apa kes2 wanita dehydrated?.. isk.. mcm2..
ayo.. nda pla mo abis ni .. hahahaha~.tu la.. va akibatnya... berkobar-kobar mo menaip.. pa ja yg terlintas di pikiran... hahaha.. ok la... mo abis sda masa office.. hahaha.. bgus blik ni... mkn... then tidur.. panat..
daaaaa...

Tuhan pasti sanggu... Mike and Maria

Shallom..  hehehe.. 

* Mike *
Kuatkanlah hatimu
Lewati setiap persoalan
Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu
Jangan berhenti harap padaNya..

Reff:
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat ‘tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

* Maria Shandy *
Kuatkanlah hatimu
Lewati setiap persoalan
Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu
Jangan berhenti harap padaNya..

Reff:
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat ‘tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

*Mike & Maria Shandy*
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia Masih Sanggup…
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk menganggkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

Bridge :
Percayalah, (percayalahhh…)
Percayalah, ( kita harus percaya ..)
Percayalah, Dia kan mengangkatmu…

I dont know what to say.. just listen and you know it.. ^^

my tears come down..

Shalom


huhuhuhuhu... thanks for all NUCS exco and all who yang terlibat secara langsung atau tidak langsung.. for this NUCS family day celebration..
hahaha.. yea berjaga sehingga waktu pagi bukanla sesuatu yg mustahil sekiranya di  bilik tpi klau dlm melakukan kerja... memasak and all thing... hadiah.. decoration... and prepare for Mass.. hehehe

yea dont know what to say...
hehehe.. that day I got title " King of NUCS".. wa.. thanks for everyone yea... brother.. I dont ever thingking that  what I have done (tolong tingu ja dorang buat) .. than I get it.. thank to fel.. you have done a good job...

then I can describe what is happen that day..
 I feel happy.. with all of you..senyum2... ketawa sama2.. then time for bersalam2an.. then.. what a shame.. something push my tears to come down.. ayo.. with smile... dan ketawa.. laju pla dia mengalir.. aish..

dont know what exactly ... hahaha.. what I know is.. the song... huhuhuhu.. the song of Nikita... wa... until now ... I did not want to listen it for a while.. adess..
memalukan... hmm... nda apa la... yg penting itu la saya...that what I am to be as a man... (betul ka lelaki mcm tu?).. dont know la...
nda tau pa sa rasa mcm tu.. rasa sedih ada.. terharu ada... gembira ada... malu ada... adess...  apa la sa ni..
I suppose not to cry .. I already promise to my self that I will not cry on that day... and what happen?.. hmm... bertuah la kmu nampak sa ... hehehe... cpat pla sa trsentuh ngan bnda mcm ni..

nda apa la..
 thanks God for this beautiful tears... because.. there is some people cant cry... event setitik air mata...
thanks to all of you....

if I say,I love you? what do it mean to be?

Shalom..

ayo.. nothing to say about this topic.. but just want to share what Im thikng about it.. hehehe.. ayo.. there have been so long time for me to write down here ayo.. huhuhuh.. so .. this topic?. what I suppose to write for this? hyahaha dont know what.. hehe... so next time la...

Selalu mencintai-Mu..

Shalom..

In the name of Christ... Thanks God for all You have done for me in my everyday life...

Pada minggu yang lalu... semasa melayari internet@youtube dalam mencari maklumat berkaitan dengan assignment.. dan di situ jemari tangan ini tanpa kawalan dan perasaan untuk melakukannya menaip "selalu mincintaimu".
beberapa saat.. ruang carian memberikan apa yg dicari.. tanpa ingin mengetahui apaka yanga ada dalamnya.. maka tangan sibuk bermain dengan tetikus dan menekan butang download.. di sana la video ini hadir..

apa yang ku inginkan adalah sebuah lagu yang damai.. dan ini la yg kucari.. tanpa menyebut sepatah pun perkataan Tuhan Yesus Kristus di dalamnya.. namun iya sudah boleh dimengertikan..
dan inilah lirik lagunya... sungguh indah olahan kata2nya.. begitu indah dan berkuasanya Tuhan kita... mencipta kita dengan begitu indah sekali.. dan terima kasih kepada sist Joyshi.. nampaknya memang benar lagu ini indah bagi semua.. terima kasih dengan lirik yang sist. berikan.. ^^

Selalu Mencintai-Mu

Jason dan Nehemia (sentuh hatiku)

Sejak pertama bertemu dengan-Mu

ada rasa getaran cinta

yang kau pancarkan dari aura wajah-Mu

ku jatuh cinta pada diri-Mu

reff:

selalu mencintai-Mu

dalam hatiku selamanya

tiada cinta yang lain

hanya kau satu

Kaulah cintaku(Engkaulah cintaku)

bridge:

biarlah cinta itu ada dalam hati kita

untuk selamanya(sampai selamanya)

biarlah cinta itu ada dalam hati kita 

untuk selamanya.

kali pertama mendengar ungkapan bait-bait lagu ini, kurasa dalam alam percintaan.. hehe.. namun bila dihayati sepenuhnya.. sangkaan jauh meleset sama sekali.. betapa indahnya lagu ini.. betapa indahnya memuji dan memuliakan-Nya.. yang selalu mencitai.. walau dimanapun ku berada.. walau bagaimana pun aku.. walauapapun yang ku lakukan.. 

Ku ingin mencintai-Mu selamanya.. ajari aku agar dapat memenuhi kehendak-Mu.. ^^.

If I cry, do this thing funny for you?

Shalom..

hehehe... funny to ask this question. But its true thing.. and boys or man must know and ask this..( beside if you did not cry even once) hehe.. I don't think so.. Everyone may cry... there is something will break you ego..believe me.. even me hahaha..don't want to hide it.. because they will know it some day..

talk about this, I ask this on facebook.. then almost say.. no.. but dont know if this thing happen in front of you what do you think you will do?.. do you laugh?.. or you will cry with him?.. hehehe dont know right?

hehehe.. anyway.. it will depend on what make him cry.. I agree with my friends.. it will depend on what do he crying for..

If that person(man) cry just for a small thing.. like what sist Anne say.. " klau menangis utk perkara remeh,".. then she will say it as funny thing.. hehehe yea.. Anne.. you are funny too..

then.. how about.. man who are touched with something?.. like value of life.. friendship.. or something that so meaningful?.. what do you say?.. or that is just a "REMEH" thing?.. although I am also will cry@my tears will fall down.. hehehe...
but not in front of you la.. yea its true.. hehe.. when I watch.. film that full of love story..

(but not the jiwang2 ok.. not interest in love story..) 

dont know why.. but that not the part that I like for.. hehehe
but love story that I mention is.. from.. family story.. friendship story.. faith in God.. and other...

I like the way of they play the story.. hehe.. even I am not cry.. but my tears will drop down.. and I will say,,

how sweet if my life like that..

or 

How sweet if I can do like that 

hehehe.. because there is some story make us think and chose... sometime its hard to make decision.. hehehe..
Dont know why... My tears fall down with that some sort of story.. hehehe . but I think that was gift from God.. that what I know..for sure ..
Thanks GOD
hehehe.. If you cry I will cry with you.. hehehe.. (not crying loud) but just drop my tears hehehe.. sedih tengok kmu menangis.. ( depend on what are your crying for) but dont know what happen when with my family.. sa nda menangis pla.. even they crying so hard.. but I maintain steady.. hehehe ( my ego and felling not comfortable crying in front of them.. hahaha) Egois la sa ni... hmmm.. just dont want them more sad if I crying too.. hehehe

anyway.. Thanks God for this tears.. I am proud .. cause I can cry with with other... show them I am also have a feeling to share... ^^

huhuhuh... what this time?

Shalom

Ayo.. what I do that day?.. I attend class in the morning.. 8am.. then.. yea we got substitute lecture.. because our lecture got somewhere.. hehehe so...
after class.. to subaida.. got breakfast.. punya kuat mkn... eat double roti telur.. ish..ish...

then.. after breakfast.. got to library... then.. continue doing my project.. then got call from my group member.. hahaha.. he ask for the power point that we do before... hahaha.. so I check it?. then only two slide? how come.. hehehe we realize that we did not save it after we finish doing.. hahaha so my friend do it again.. just a progress presentation .. so not to worry.. hehehe

thenn.. got meet lec. to present.. but my friend@groupmate already present.. so I just come and sign attenden. hehehe ok la..
hehehe
the,,, got class after that... hehehe ask some question.. hehehet then,.. lec not answer my question.. hehehe never mind sir..

what I want to say?

Shallom

what up?

today not yesterday but.. before this.. after three days.. I think.. start from Friday..
we got seminar at Dwan MAS...start in the morning until 5pm... and then another day at saturday also the same time... hehehehe feel tired..
on that day... I think got something interesting.. that make me afraid of life...

WHY?

afraid that after graduate what do I do? hmmm.. feel nothing,,, ayo.. ok ... Puan told us.. starting from now.. you must plan you career.. think hard to do that.. without good planning.. what we can do in the future?.. hish....

anyway.. that a good seminar I think... but dont know what do people.. or other think bout it... at the first day... candidate can be over 2040 people.. but.. in the afternoon.. just a half of it.. feel ashame..
then at the second day.. wa.. maybe just around 1 thousand something like that in the morning... then at the afternoon.. maybe in five to eight hundred like that..
pity our UIL coordinator.. mybe they will ashame about UUM student.. you know why?.. because our speaker is not an ordinary person.. that person is a

General Manager of Human Resource for Proton Holding Berhad

then .. why they not interested?.. hehehe dont know why.. maybe because they got something to do maybe.. ya.. Me also got something.. but I did wait until the end..
Wiht mr Lim.. hehehe

then one thing that I not suppose to do.. hmm... maybe that my fault... dei, tu la suka jga tepi kain org,.. ok la.. next time I will not do the same thing... maybe it ok if I just keep silent then tell nonsense.. to them.. hahahaha... talk without know the truth... hmmm.. ok la... I will not... although that not a matter (she said la).. but I feel guilty.. hehehe so..

I AM SORRY

ok done...

yea.. on friday.. we off before the time to end.. hehehe
(tul ka?).. hehehe coz need to attend Friday student MASS.. yea.. when we got there (church).. it already.. half way of mass.. so... huhuhuh... syukur kmi slamat sampai jga... Thanks God... =)

the in saturday... after .. seminar.. got BBQ for CF community,.. ayo.. siok.. but.. I just can join them until 8.30pm.. bcoz aftr that I got discusion for our prject.. adei.. trpaksa meninggalkan mereka... ok la.. tak apa.. at least I got meet and join them walaupun seketika..

dlm kepenatan.. I off for meeting.. na... hehehe
thaks Groupmate.. you know me... they ask me to go back cause.. I look tired.. hehehe but.. I dont want.. I want to stay they until the discussion is over..(kunu la) then after that go back.. singga tmpat Jeremy.. got the picture from him.. yai.. sempat lgi... then.. blik.. tuk tidur...

hari2 yang memenatkan.. But thanks God.. because I still breath in the morning until now... hehehehe =)