A new month and day...

Shalom..
Hola.... happy friendship's day... friends..
with a new month and day... nothing happen.. maybe there is but I didn't care.. hehe ya... 
got text from my friends.. and I send it back to them... yea.. thank for this friendship's day... coz for this day I have a reason to text my friends...  
its weird coz.. I scare to text my friend.. hehehe~  iya.. if nothing important I want to ask.. I scare to send text.. hehe.. dont know why.. juz dont want to disturb them .. yea.. maybe.. sometime like that.. so I prefer not to text unless there text me first... 
 so.. on that day .. got reason to text them.. then.. at the same time .. ble jga tanya kabar... 
hmm... 
feel want to play guitar and sing... together to sing...
 want to sing Hossana.. thank to bro Brun.. for this song ... how sweet it...
but... no guitar to play...hmmm
then no friends beside me to sing with... like always...  miss to play guitar for you... 
perhaps I am not a good guitarist.. but I like to play it.. 
that the way can feel it.. hehehe ... the way to praise..^____^ 
any way thank for that memory... sweet memory in my head...  

Let it be...

Shalom... 
Hola .... walaupun sa nda tau apa mo taip.. taip ja la...  hmm... today nothing we do... just a bit kemaskini di system... then na .. lambt kunn dia punya sistem...  any way.. ok jga kli rasa ni.. tpi rasa mcm kosong ja.. huhuhu.. Dont know why.. hmmm... boring. ada jga... penat ada jga... rindu pun ada jga.. ayo...  what ever.. life must go on .. that what I have told to my friends... and for me also.. but seem I am the one who not... like I admit to the end.. hehehe... 
world are too complicated to understand... people there and there... hard to predict what is it.. hahahaha...( poor English)... 
hmmm... that I dont want to complain... everyone have their right to chose.. so dont blame God.. heheh
 kuat pla sa merapuh ni... adoi...   
anyway thank to you my friends... especially who contact me.. ^^ 

May God you always..

hmm..

Shalom

hi.. How are you fella?.. hmmmm..what wrong I dont know... I can't explain it... seem I start to regret.. ^^.. hmmm.. serve you right... koto..
who order you to do that?.. its you.. you.. and none of the its you alone..
ok... stop... and stop.. the story end here.. time is over now..
 and begin a new day...  learn from yesterday.. and never do it again... 
maybe my mistake for the first place... like I don't care.. hmmm..
 yesterday I call both MB and YB.. hehehe.. miss them.. other ask about what just happen hehe..
 doi...both of you ah... hehe... I know you well.. some is serious with their job.. and other buat slumber ja.. hehehe.. just another way to be more mature.. hahahaha~

then another thing.. yai.. what happen... a bit shock bout them lo...  pikir gaduh2.. hehehe. then tau2 just a joke.. cess.. what ever la.. keep it tight la k... NUCS family...
hmmm.... feeling lonely pla di sni ni.. ok la.. bye..

that the answer...

Shalom... 
hi everyone.. huhuhuh.. dont know what to say here... hmmm..
but thank for visiting my blog.. nothing here ... hehehe.. wonder who is in Negeri Sembilan...  
thanks for visit ya.. :) 
hmmm.. no.. I dont know what else to say.. that me... why do I did this thing?..  ayo..
yea.. realizing that silent not a good option so I ask... then the answer just like what I expected..  Yes..
 hehehe.. yea i agree.. that my fault.. and even me if someone do that to me.. there is a reason for me to keep mad to that person.. 
anyway thank for answering my question... I will never ask it again.. (hopefully).. that me.. How cruel I am.. 
what curse me?.. 
why do I can't be more responsible for that?... 
why I can't be serious with that thing?.
do I can't...?
what ever.. I never want this... 
hmmm.... just let it be...

and I am not...

Shalom..

 I want to ask you my friends and my blog reader... thanks for reading although I dont know what I am typing here. Do you agree if I say ..

"to be a brother or sister he or she must be great and perfect"...

 I dont know why I am saying this.. for my friends who know me...

Do I act like a real brother for you?... 

hmmmm...

sometimes... even evertime I think I am not congruent to be call as a big brother for my friends... yes I am not... How can I called as brother with all I have done?... what I have done for my brother and sister… How I’m not ashame to be called as a brother even in my family… I am not much talk to my brother and sister… membisu seribu bahasa,… to my big brother.. how ?.. I didn’t have a good talk to him.. to my sisters.. what?.. just an important thing .. and after that…. Silent…  to my three young brothers.. why I can’t do more talk with all of you?...  whay ?.. why I can’t talk more easily to all of you… yes maybe there is a time that we talk much… but why not all the time? I did not know how to…

to my friends,,, I do care for you… do as a brother…  and I really mean it.. but.. In deep of my heart… I am ashamed.. of what I am doing… like I just pretending to be a brother…

I am lie to myself… lie to my friends… how can I be you brother even I can be a good brothers for my family members…

How shame I am… you call me brother… you call me bro..  I call you sist… I call you sister… I call you bro.. I call you brother…. Proud to be call as a brother…   But do I qualify to be a brother for you?...

Sometimes means everytime… I can’t help my brother and sister…. How shame I am?...  sometime I did not want to understand them.. what I am?...  I just think of myself… even can’t think about other heart… and feeling.. menyakitkan hati mereka adalah.. hurt their feeling…. What I am?...

How I deserve to be call as brother.. without doing the right thing what a BROTHER must do.. to their sisters and brothers?... How cant I not shame ?..

How cant I deserve to be call as you brother.. and I call you sister if I hurt you feeling.. ?..  I cant keep you safe.. I cant take care of you.. even I call myself as a brother for you… I give you poison…

What I am?

Then I realize …  I am not deserve to be your brother… I am not a good and perfect brother… I am not even qualified to be call as a brother at  all… thanks to call be as your brother…  THANKS…

otopot ka ti?

shalom

bah momodusun oku la kio baino diti.. hehehehe iso monguhot oku po dikoyu.. osonong ka amu sporting ?.. kmoyon ku nopo waro bo tambalut ku hiti
nokokito facebook ku.. na haro2 la nokito dau tangatambalut ku tondu.. mokintutun kaka da di yau nga amu oku gia tumboyoon.. sorou ku nopo nga privacy tulun bo gia ri.
 kodung po tondu... ka di dau.. iya gia ndo au sporting.. ish kangku.. na tambalut ku ih...
hmm... siou la gia diya yo... sondiri npo moi intutun sondiri kangku npo..
tpot nopo nga amu oku gia rohian kowoyo-woyoon dau bo... boros ka tulun bonduon... ish.. momidouso moi pimboros tulun miagal ti.. hehehe.. kuroyon po gia.. iri no
kowoyo-woyoon dau di.. kuro kangku gia no .. yho moi popitutun.. na nung waro kuro2 kumaa tambalut ku tondu di?... yho nga manasal ngi minoi popintutun kumaa tulun..
nung osnong npo da kowoyo-woyoon tulun di nga buli ibo da gia.. nga.. au ku asanangan dau... obingkasou ka nogi..
nung waro tambalut ku di amu koilo kowoyo-woyoon dau di.. oudutan.. na.. kuro kangku?
ish haro2 nopo gia ti... koilo matu da gia kosumandakan mintamong tinan sondiri .. nga.. au oku ih asangan gia yo.. ondos ka nogi kopomiraag tongondu.. ish..
kuroyon ku kaka no gia ndo ri?..
osonong nopo da kowoyo-woyoon nu.. aiso bo gia salah nung mintutun no tomod bo gia.. nga mikinongou nogi koboros2on nu nga.. au oku no papasaga..
au ku asaga haro nunu2 di au osonong kumaa tambalut ku.. lobi2 po tambalut di.....
kasalah ku toi nangku mongumolig tambalut ku sondiri?.. tambalut ku piya iya nga amu oku ih asaga nung ingkaa no koboboroso nu..

asaru ku nogi do momusorou... nokuro tu miagal diri... mondosi ko ongoi do tulun ih koupusan nu ka?.. iya amu oku ih mongudut.. ish onu ti?..
nga topot.. iri iso sabab la.. nga amu ima agayo tomod.. ish.. nokuro gia ti.. pandai2 kaka moi pongumolig do wokon okon wkon nga koilo ka mongumolig tinn dau sondiri ka?.
ish.. au u nogi nokoilo?.. iri ka komyon do mada atagakan?.. au ih kanto.. nga nokuro di?.. au ku koilo onu ka simbar... onu ih oilaan ku..
 onu ih mangan ku ti nga otopot... om au kasalah.. ma tu,,,
hehehe
 yoho nga au ku karati...

small reunion...

Shalom

apa khabar semua.. lama sda nda update ni blog buruk sa ni.(hehehe sdangkan baru ja pun). huhuhuh
hehehe.. nda tau pla pa kabar dia skrang... chat2 jga kli dai tu.. hehehe
wasei..
kamarin.. 27 hb 6.... ada kunn reunion va dorang rancang buat di 1 Borneo.. class 5 sains 2 2004
pnya student.. but pity for us only 4 of us come.. huhuhuhu.. never mind.. thank to Ain, Mel and Rani..
lama tdak jumpa kmurang.. borak2 mcm dlu time2 skulah.. hehehe..
hehe... thank to our organizer... susah2 dia pi post di pesbuk. ti kurang jga yg pgi..
ble la consider.. ada yg sda jln pi semenanjung va.. ada jga yg on work.. and ada jga yg nda dpt contact..
hehehe
 never mind guys,.. next time plan I hope you cme without any reason not to come.. OK?
hehehe~
 that day.. takut jga la... mcm mana.. nda tau mcm mna mo pgi 1B ya la va ... nda perna jln2 pi sana kan,. masa kna buat pun bkan d sabah jga..
sana sompogunn sumikul...
hehehe.. sempat jga sa pi Mass pgi tu.. thanks to St. Simon Likas.. comunity... I got a wonderfull Mass.. sejak lama nda dpt p.. mengaku ja la..
first time masuk church lpas blik dari Senandung ari tu.. isk2.. rindu pla sama Changlun church... hehehe
 balik pada topik asal.. hehehe
then sampai san.. ui gia.. ngam2 pukul 2... iya ..mang janji around 2pm va... so mcm menepati masa la ni.. hehehe
ewa.. trus call Organizer.. ewa dorang pgi urut gtu.. hahaha.. yg lain blum sampai lgi va.. hahaha.. doi.. jln2 dlu la..
hahaha.. sesat ni jln2.. nda tau mo pi mana.. mcm budu2 jln sorang2.. makhluk asing.. nta dari mana... hahaha
 so dari sa trus sesat.. trus pigi pntu dapan.. wasei... tunggu sana la.. mlas sa di dlm kana tingu2..(perasan) hahaha. kurang org jga..
sana tu...
nda lama tu.. " ui Nxxxxxxx.. " tingu tup2 c Ain va.. hahaha.. doi.. dngan nda pakai spek dia ble knal sa jga.. hahaha. ewa.. tu la org yg sa kenal 11 tahun
belajar... tau2 la dari... tahun 1 di sk Pukak hingga la sampai tingkatan 5 di smk Tun Fuan kiuli.. mesti kmi sama2 ja.. haha.. jgn pikir lain2 ah..
 tu satu klas va.. nda pernah tukar klas.. hehehe. siok jga la.. kan.. kawan2 ko dari sekolah rendah lgi satu klas ja sampai besar(means until ting. 5)
cewa. mkin cantik va ko Ain..(betul) hehehe... doi.. na trus cari C Mel la.. ayo.. lupa... dia dtng nga adik dia.. hehe. comel..
ayo.. cewa cari c Mel.. na tau2.. dia da di atas.. hehehe. sama c.. ehem.. siapa lgi.. coming soon tu.. hehehe... cewa..
na pi la tmpat dorang.. na trus kna risik c anu Mel.. hahahaha~ not me.. but girls talk kan.. na sa diam ja la..
hmm... tunggu Rani lgi.. hahaha.. nda dpt tunggu ..dorang bawa pi mkn KFC.. wasei..hahaha.. doi..
hahaha.. na masa mkn2 tu.. bnyak la crita.. c Rani pun datng masa tu.. ok la... huhuhu.. tu ja yg datang .. sa expact bnyak va yg dpt ..
nda apa la.. yg penting sa dpt po jumpa kmurang.. yg lain .. lain kali la.. hehe.
penuh ngan girl talk va... so.. sa diamkan diri ja la.. sampai kna tanya knapa jdi pdiam.. haha.. jgn kmu.. blum lgi tu.. hehe.
tpi nda tau la ..sa bnyak mendiamkn diri.. hehehe. mngkali sbab mkin tua kli.. hehehe
ayo.. mcm skijap ja va kmi sana... nda lama jupa.. then bersurai lgi.. hhuhuhuh.. kcian c Rani tanya?.. aik blik sda?.. ayo.. siou la.. nda ble lama2 va..
lgipun Kcian adik c Ain.. dia mo blik mpung lgi va.. sndangkn ptang sada va masa tu..
thank for Ain ngan adik dia.. bab bgi sa tumpang naik p kk.. sampai terminal bus.. huhuhuhu
 tu ja yg reunion kmi.. isk2 .sa nda puas... bercrita.. ops.. bkan.. nda puas dngar kmu bercerita.. hehehe
but.. thank for organizer bcoz.. walaupun skit ja.. tpi jadi jga buat va... permulaan yg bgus.. lain kli organize lgi ah.. tu baru testing2 va tu kan.. hehehe
talk about our future life.. ow.. menakutkan jga oh.. ish..
hahah.. pertanyaan lgi tu... ko ada girlfriend sda ka?.. hahahaha~ ish.. hidup pun masih mokisumad molohing... lgi la klau GF.. onu ponumad?.. ble la klau memahami...
 hahaha blum tiba masanya va.. kmurang ni kan...

hehehe.. pandai2 sa p 1B tanpa btau kakak sa.. huhuhu.. siou ah.. hehehe.... jgn marah krna adik ko ni suka jln2.. doi skli ja va.. hehehe =)
ok... ok.. ok... daaaa.. love you..

punya senang.....

Shalom...

hola Blog.. huhuhuhu~.. adei.. kedua kali tulis.. ish.. sda berjela-jela ayat yg sa taip tdi last2 hilang.. hang tu Opera browser.. silaka... hahahaha..koto sa suda uninstal ko.. pandai sot sot.. hang2.. install lgi ni comet bird.. harap2 ko ok la.. lau nda kna.. bersama2 la ko sama c opera... hahahaha~
 aish... lama sa nda post papa yg patut@benda merapu d sini.. hehehe  tau la pratikel kunn.. jdi mals la mo tulis.. hehe tau pun.. mang pun ko ni pemalas... isk2.. (terharu )..
kmarin ada ni junior tanya... dia tanya pasal pratikum.. hehehe.. ok ja va sist... tpi ... trlalu banya cobaan yg cuba menjatuhkan iman yg rapuh.. huhuhuu... isk2 bgini ka pla... mcm sa mo sambung blajar blik.. hahah.. walaupun bosan sda mo blajar... ahahaha...

nda da papa jga mo taip va.. cuma rasa bosan di opis.. kunn ni saturang.. ada jga la staff dia.. tpi di sebelah. suma org cuti ari ni... ish.. bosan jga la.. sbab lambat buat kerja.. garah tu sistem dia lambat.. tau2 la di mana server databse dia tu.. lambat sangat mo update...  hehehe. sabar ja la..

uisey.. mo tanya skit ni?..
Btul ka snang sangat mo pikat perempuan then minta lebih2?
isk2... trcabar iman ku yg baru berputik di dlam ati yg dlam... hahaha... ada ni org ckap... knapa ah?... adakah kebanyakan insan bernama wanita tu senang di pujuk rayu?... then.. black out .. dont know what happen... then ni sorang lgi cakap...
"kalau kamu mo tinggalkan sa (means break la)... sa ok ja .. sa ble cari yg lain... " betul kata org habis madu sempah dibuang... benarkah?. ish... then sana sa nda tau pa kan jadi?.. 
hahah~ taip.. taip.. sa bukan seorang pengarang profesional.. sa bukan guru bahasa .. yg tau tatabahasa yg betul.. sa bukan nya mahu mengenakan sesiapa...  sa cuma mahu meluahkan pa yg berada di kotak pkiran yg nda tau papa...
kui..kui..kui... ish.. taip ja la .. pa yg terlintas di pikiran.. dan jari jemari yg bermain di atas papan kekunci laptop hitam ku.. (walaupun kadang2 bikin panas.. hang2).. hehehe..

na baru sa teringat.... pertanyaan kakak Siti dlu di office..
knapa lelaki nda cukup dngan satu org perempuan?
blank trus sa... sa nda tau...
 the apa yg sa trfikir cuma satu .. "knapa perempuan nda ckup dngan satu org lelaki@suami?".. bkan semua la... tpi jgn kata nda ada org mcm tu...
then kak siti kata.. oleh kerana nafsu lelaki nda puas dngan seorang perempuan... then lau mcm tu?.. perepmpuan pun ada jga mcm tu ka?.
then .... apa kes2 wanita dehydrated?.. isk.. mcm2..
ayo.. nda pla mo abis ni .. hahahaha~.tu la.. va akibatnya... berkobar-kobar mo menaip.. pa ja yg terlintas di pikiran... hahaha.. ok la... mo abis sda masa office.. hahaha.. bgus blik ni... mkn... then tidur.. panat..
daaaaa...

Tuhan pasti sanggu... Mike and Maria

Shallom..  hehehe.. 

* Mike *
Kuatkanlah hatimu
Lewati setiap persoalan
Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu
Jangan berhenti harap padaNya..

Reff:
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat ‘tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

* Maria Shandy *
Kuatkanlah hatimu
Lewati setiap persoalan
Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu
Jangan berhenti harap padaNya..

Reff:
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat ‘tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

*Mike & Maria Shandy*
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia Masih Sanggup…
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk menganggkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

Bridge :
Percayalah, (percayalahhh…)
Percayalah, ( kita harus percaya ..)
Percayalah, Dia kan mengangkatmu…

I dont know what to say.. just listen and you know it.. ^^

my tears come down..

Shalom


huhuhuhuhu... thanks for all NUCS exco and all who yang terlibat secara langsung atau tidak langsung.. for this NUCS family day celebration..
hahaha.. yea berjaga sehingga waktu pagi bukanla sesuatu yg mustahil sekiranya di  bilik tpi klau dlm melakukan kerja... memasak and all thing... hadiah.. decoration... and prepare for Mass.. hehehe

yea dont know what to say...
hehehe.. that day I got title " King of NUCS".. wa.. thanks for everyone yea... brother.. I dont ever thingking that  what I have done (tolong tingu ja dorang buat) .. than I get it.. thank to fel.. you have done a good job...

then I can describe what is happen that day..
 I feel happy.. with all of you..senyum2... ketawa sama2.. then time for bersalam2an.. then.. what a shame.. something push my tears to come down.. ayo.. with smile... dan ketawa.. laju pla dia mengalir.. aish..

dont know what exactly ... hahaha.. what I know is.. the song... huhuhuhu.. the song of Nikita... wa... until now ... I did not want to listen it for a while.. adess..
memalukan... hmm... nda apa la... yg penting itu la saya...that what I am to be as a man... (betul ka lelaki mcm tu?).. dont know la...
nda tau pa sa rasa mcm tu.. rasa sedih ada.. terharu ada... gembira ada... malu ada... adess...  apa la sa ni..
I suppose not to cry .. I already promise to my self that I will not cry on that day... and what happen?.. hmm... bertuah la kmu nampak sa ... hehehe... cpat pla sa trsentuh ngan bnda mcm ni..

nda apa la..
 thanks God for this beautiful tears... because.. there is some people cant cry... event setitik air mata...
thanks to all of you....

if I say,I love you? what do it mean to be?

Shalom..

ayo.. nothing to say about this topic.. but just want to share what Im thikng about it.. hehehe.. ayo.. there have been so long time for me to write down here ayo.. huhuhuh.. so .. this topic?. what I suppose to write for this? hyahaha dont know what.. hehe... so next time la...

Selalu mencintai-Mu..

Shalom..

In the name of Christ... Thanks God for all You have done for me in my everyday life...

Pada minggu yang lalu... semasa melayari internet@youtube dalam mencari maklumat berkaitan dengan assignment.. dan di situ jemari tangan ini tanpa kawalan dan perasaan untuk melakukannya menaip "selalu mincintaimu".
beberapa saat.. ruang carian memberikan apa yg dicari.. tanpa ingin mengetahui apaka yanga ada dalamnya.. maka tangan sibuk bermain dengan tetikus dan menekan butang download.. di sana la video ini hadir..

apa yang ku inginkan adalah sebuah lagu yang damai.. dan ini la yg kucari.. tanpa menyebut sepatah pun perkataan Tuhan Yesus Kristus di dalamnya.. namun iya sudah boleh dimengertikan..
dan inilah lirik lagunya... sungguh indah olahan kata2nya.. begitu indah dan berkuasanya Tuhan kita... mencipta kita dengan begitu indah sekali.. dan terima kasih kepada sist Joyshi.. nampaknya memang benar lagu ini indah bagi semua.. terima kasih dengan lirik yang sist. berikan.. ^^

Selalu Mencintai-Mu

Jason dan Nehemia (sentuh hatiku)

Sejak pertama bertemu dengan-Mu

ada rasa getaran cinta

yang kau pancarkan dari aura wajah-Mu

ku jatuh cinta pada diri-Mu

reff:

selalu mencintai-Mu

dalam hatiku selamanya

tiada cinta yang lain

hanya kau satu

Kaulah cintaku(Engkaulah cintaku)

bridge:

biarlah cinta itu ada dalam hati kita

untuk selamanya(sampai selamanya)

biarlah cinta itu ada dalam hati kita 

untuk selamanya.

kali pertama mendengar ungkapan bait-bait lagu ini, kurasa dalam alam percintaan.. hehe.. namun bila dihayati sepenuhnya.. sangkaan jauh meleset sama sekali.. betapa indahnya lagu ini.. betapa indahnya memuji dan memuliakan-Nya.. yang selalu mencitai.. walau dimanapun ku berada.. walau bagaimana pun aku.. walauapapun yang ku lakukan.. 

Ku ingin mencintai-Mu selamanya.. ajari aku agar dapat memenuhi kehendak-Mu.. ^^.

If I cry, do this thing funny for you?

Shalom..

hehehe... funny to ask this question. But its true thing.. and boys or man must know and ask this..( beside if you did not cry even once) hehe.. I don't think so.. Everyone may cry... there is something will break you ego..believe me.. even me hahaha..don't want to hide it.. because they will know it some day..

talk about this, I ask this on facebook.. then almost say.. no.. but dont know if this thing happen in front of you what do you think you will do?.. do you laugh?.. or you will cry with him?.. hehehe dont know right?

hehehe.. anyway.. it will depend on what make him cry.. I agree with my friends.. it will depend on what do he crying for..

If that person(man) cry just for a small thing.. like what sist Anne say.. " klau menangis utk perkara remeh,".. then she will say it as funny thing.. hehehe yea.. Anne.. you are funny too..

then.. how about.. man who are touched with something?.. like value of life.. friendship.. or something that so meaningful?.. what do you say?.. or that is just a "REMEH" thing?.. although I am also will cry@my tears will fall down.. hehehe...
but not in front of you la.. yea its true.. hehe.. when I watch.. film that full of love story..

(but not the jiwang2 ok.. not interest in love story..) 

dont know why.. but that not the part that I like for.. hehehe
but love story that I mention is.. from.. family story.. friendship story.. faith in God.. and other...

I like the way of they play the story.. hehe.. even I am not cry.. but my tears will drop down.. and I will say,,

how sweet if my life like that..

or 

How sweet if I can do like that 

hehehe.. because there is some story make us think and chose... sometime its hard to make decision.. hehehe..
Dont know why... My tears fall down with that some sort of story.. hehehe . but I think that was gift from God.. that what I know..for sure ..
Thanks GOD
hehehe.. If you cry I will cry with you.. hehehe.. (not crying loud) but just drop my tears hehehe.. sedih tengok kmu menangis.. ( depend on what are your crying for) but dont know what happen when with my family.. sa nda menangis pla.. even they crying so hard.. but I maintain steady.. hehehe ( my ego and felling not comfortable crying in front of them.. hahaha) Egois la sa ni... hmmm.. just dont want them more sad if I crying too.. hehehe

anyway.. Thanks God for this tears.. I am proud .. cause I can cry with with other... show them I am also have a feeling to share... ^^

huhuhuh... what this time?

Shalom

Ayo.. what I do that day?.. I attend class in the morning.. 8am.. then.. yea we got substitute lecture.. because our lecture got somewhere.. hehehe so...
after class.. to subaida.. got breakfast.. punya kuat mkn... eat double roti telur.. ish..ish...

then.. after breakfast.. got to library... then.. continue doing my project.. then got call from my group member.. hahaha.. he ask for the power point that we do before... hahaha.. so I check it?. then only two slide? how come.. hehehe we realize that we did not save it after we finish doing.. hahaha so my friend do it again.. just a progress presentation .. so not to worry.. hehehe

thenn.. got meet lec. to present.. but my friend@groupmate already present.. so I just come and sign attenden. hehehe ok la..
hehehe
the,,, got class after that... hehehe ask some question.. hehehet then,.. lec not answer my question.. hehehe never mind sir..

what I want to say?

Shallom

what up?

today not yesterday but.. before this.. after three days.. I think.. start from Friday..
we got seminar at Dwan MAS...start in the morning until 5pm... and then another day at saturday also the same time... hehehehe feel tired..
on that day... I think got something interesting.. that make me afraid of life...

WHY?

afraid that after graduate what do I do? hmmm.. feel nothing,,, ayo.. ok ... Puan told us.. starting from now.. you must plan you career.. think hard to do that.. without good planning.. what we can do in the future?.. hish....

anyway.. that a good seminar I think... but dont know what do people.. or other think bout it... at the first day... candidate can be over 2040 people.. but.. in the afternoon.. just a half of it.. feel ashame..
then at the second day.. wa.. maybe just around 1 thousand something like that in the morning... then at the afternoon.. maybe in five to eight hundred like that..
pity our UIL coordinator.. mybe they will ashame about UUM student.. you know why?.. because our speaker is not an ordinary person.. that person is a

General Manager of Human Resource for Proton Holding Berhad

then .. why they not interested?.. hehehe dont know why.. maybe because they got something to do maybe.. ya.. Me also got something.. but I did wait until the end..
Wiht mr Lim.. hehehe

then one thing that I not suppose to do.. hmm... maybe that my fault... dei, tu la suka jga tepi kain org,.. ok la.. next time I will not do the same thing... maybe it ok if I just keep silent then tell nonsense.. to them.. hahahaha... talk without know the truth... hmmm.. ok la... I will not... although that not a matter (she said la).. but I feel guilty.. hehehe so..

I AM SORRY

ok done...

yea.. on friday.. we off before the time to end.. hehehe
(tul ka?).. hehehe coz need to attend Friday student MASS.. yea.. when we got there (church).. it already.. half way of mass.. so... huhuhuh... syukur kmi slamat sampai jga... Thanks God... =)

the in saturday... after .. seminar.. got BBQ for CF community,.. ayo.. siok.. but.. I just can join them until 8.30pm.. bcoz aftr that I got discusion for our prject.. adei.. trpaksa meninggalkan mereka... ok la.. tak apa.. at least I got meet and join them walaupun seketika..

dlm kepenatan.. I off for meeting.. na... hehehe
thaks Groupmate.. you know me... they ask me to go back cause.. I look tired.. hehehe but.. I dont want.. I want to stay they until the discussion is over..(kunu la) then after that go back.. singga tmpat Jeremy.. got the picture from him.. yai.. sempat lgi... then.. blik.. tuk tidur...

hari2 yang memenatkan.. But thanks God.. because I still breath in the morning until now... hehehehe =)