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Dear whoever is reading this, you are beautiful and someone out there is crazy about you. So smile, life is too short to be unhappy.

yo can do it...

Lets smile for today... :)

TT player

Shalom...
hmmm.. terima kasih sama kwan sa dulu kerna memperkenalkan sa music player ni.. ^^
walaupun sa nda faham. dan mimang nda faham pun.. cuma hentam2 ja click.. hehehe tpi boleh jga.. berbunyi jga misic file sa... siok jga ni ada jga dia bgi lirik lgu... pas tu ble jga tambah lirik lagu sndiri...
ok jga va.. boleh kmu download di sini...
 walupun nda faham tulisan cina dia.. tpi just predict ja va.. ok jga la.. dpt jga sa tukar skin dia... mmm.. pilih pilhan equalizer dia... pas tu siap tambah lirik.. hahaha seuanya kerana rasa ingn mencuba dan... curiosity g tinggi. ^^ papa pun thank to sist Yvonne..  its nice.. walaupun nda pham..
pas tu.. ni sa suka skin dia... snap dngan sa punya desktop skali la... bair la.. walaupun boleh jga crops... tpi saja mo kc tingu sa punya cousin.. little Taty... hehehe ^^

skin ttplayer yg tu tepi kanan anda.. siok tingu...  ^^ pas tu ada ti lyric bawah dia.. tau tak lirik lagu pa tu?.. ^^ sist Yvonne jga yg bgi.. ^^
 thanks you... God bless...
(yg nda da papa pun  mo post... ^^)

to love...

mencintaimu.. tidak semestinya dapat memilikimu...

Confused..

hmmm..

 a bit confused with this thing... uwa... God help me.. what should I do?..

outing with elder sister...

Shalom..
hola... Happy Sunday.. have a blessed Sunday for every Catholic reader... don't know what day you may read my ugly blog.. but thanks for visiting.. ^^
hmmm... nothing much to say for today..
yesterday... my sist sms me... to go out to KK .. ayo... hahaha... seems nothing want to do.. so I agree.. tpi sbelum p.. perlu p sembhayang dlu..
then today.. at 8 smething already in the cuz. heheh... rasa lain.. tpi keinginan utk datg sangat kuat.. hehehe... feeling lonely bcoz got no friends to cme wit.. hehehe.. never mind Tuhan kan ada.. ^^ having a wonderful Mass is great.. ^^ thanks to choir... thanks to community of St. Simon Likas.. ^^
then after Mass.. blik bilk.. and get ready..
uwa... dont know what to do oh..
just prepare papa yg patut then jln.. hehehe.. sementra tunggu.. jln2 dulu di wawasan.. na rasa boring sda... nda suka.. ramai org.. hehehe...
jln2 la p bli brang.. cuma ikut kakak sa ja.. nda tau pa mo buat... mo bli pa pun nda tau.. hehehe... mcm nda da.. saja mo kc kawan dia.. ^^ hehehe.. p beli riben.. then servey bunga.. hehehe.. rasa mo beli bunga ja oh . tru di blik sana Likas.. hahaha.. walaupun bunga plastic. tpi ok jga kli kan.. kalu tension tau mls.. tingu tu bunga ble jga kli release tension.. ^^
mmm.. nothing much to do.. cuma tolng dia kngkat barang... hehehe.. tau2 la perempuan kan.. mang lama lau pilih@beli barang.. so tunggu ja la.. hehehe... walaupun penat.. tpi nda pa.. lagipun nda selalu bersama nga dia... selalu ja sibuk.. huhuhu ^^
apa la ..adik beradik pun jarang jumpa.. hmm. iya la.. ^^  nda pa la .. dia sda bnyak tulung sa.. slalu klau da papa masalah dia kan tanya.. slalu klau sa da mo tanya sa tanya dia.. takkan tulung angkat brang pun nda mau.. i want to do more but dont know how.. mcm janggal.. sbab hubungan bkan mcm tu.. aish.. hehehe.. thanks my sist.. love you.. ^^
then jln2 dekat jejantas.. na.. nmpak org mengemis.. sana doi.. jgn ... feel something. aish.. this felling come out .. uwa.. its nothing hehehe.. ^^
hahaha... pkul  bru blik.. adei hujan; trpaksa bli payung mang la nda da payung.. pyung yg dulu lama sda rosak kena ribut kuat. hehe trus patah dua.. adei.. iya la..
ayo.. very tired..
hmmm.. tu la yg sa nda suka jln2... bgus di rumah ja duduk di rumah.. nda jga pnat.. haha.. dei.. pemals.. tpi mcm tu la.. sebenarnya.. lau mang nda da kwan jln kluar ... sa lbih suka lau duduk rumah dair jln kluar .. dan cash pun kluar.. hehehe...hmmm.. kcuali ada hal penting ... ^^.. iya la... tu ja.. nda tau pa yg sa mencarut ni.. nda tau pa mo crita.. hehehe ^^ (yang sebenarnya.. rindu ja ) huhuhu... =)
God thanks for today ... everything I have it from you.... and only you give me the best.. ^^
God bless my sister.. bless my family.. bless my friends.. bless all of them.. who live in this world.. because only with you blessing we can have a true love.. amen.. ^^

Thank you ^^

Forever love...

Forever Love Lyrics
Artist(Band):Gary Barlow
From 'Open Road' album

Love it has so many beautiful faces
Sharing lives and sharing days
My love it had so many empty spaces
I'm sharing a memory now I hope that's how it stays
Now I'm deep inside love and still breathing
She is holding my heart in her hand
I'm the closest I've been to believing
This could be love forever

All throughout my life the reasons I've demanded
But how can I reason with the reason I'm a man

In a minute I'm needing to hold her
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and harder to face life alone
Now my dreams are filled with times when we're together
Guess what I need from her is forever love

hehehe... listening to this music... hoping that our friendship will stay tight and sweet live in bond of Christ... love each other.... not only for someone but for everyone... ^^
love you .. because everything is between me and God itself.. I love you all the time...^^

a story to tell you,,,(2)

hmmm.. life mkin boring.. ku terpaksa menjauhkan diri ku daripadamu sahabat ku... ku tak inginkan sesuatu yang lebih berat lgi berlaku.. suda cukupla kita ku terima segala yg kau katakan... biarku bawa pergi.. dan biarkan ku pergi dari sini... di tmpat ini... di mna kta selalu bersama.. tmpat kita meluahkan isi hati kita...
tinggal denagn kwan .. terima kasih kwan ku kerana menumpangkan ku di sni.. di teratak mu ini... di sini saja la tmpat ku berteduh.. ku ingin melupa rasa sedih di hati ini... terima kasih kwan ku... bersmamu ku dapat bersama Tuhan mendekatinya dengan lebih dekat lgi...ku memohon belas kasih -Nya.. tiada lain.. selain kasih mu yg kuinginkan.. kuatkan la hatiku ini agar dapat memaafkannya... ajariku menghadapi dunia ini.. dugaan dan cobaan. agar ku lebih utuh dan teguh berdiri...
hmmm.. hari itu ku mendapat mesej dari kakakku.. hairan... msej kakakku... bertanyakan kabar... bertanyakan keadaanku... huh.. God do you hear my pray.. walaupun ada rasah merajuk di hati ini.. tpi ku bersyukur kerana dia masih menghubungi ku.. ku rasakan bagai disayangi... there is someone care about me.. that the peson I got.. that my sist... thank you sist.. uwa... and my friend who with me... he apologize to me.. and... dont know why .. hati ku yg dulunya keras seperti embok. .kini mula cair.. dan boleh menerimanya semula...
ku tahu semua ini keranaMu ya Tuhan.. kuasaMU memenuhi setiap langkah hidupku... dan ku bersukur... kini kmi bersatu kembali... bertapa besarnya kasih Mu ya Tuhan.. bertapa berkuasanya Engkau...
terima kasih... ^^ thanks God...

Hope I have share something...

a story to tell you,,,

hmm.... busy. busy.. busy... what on earth it is?... sudahla asigmnt berlambak... ni lagi satu... perempuan ni.. kenapa perlu kejar aku pla.. sedangkan dia bercinta dngan kawan aku.. jadi kenapa kejar aku?.. iya.. aku g kenalkan kmu berdua tpi... kenapa kejar aku.. klau nak minta pertolongan kenapa perlu berselindung knapa tidak berterus terang sahaja? seperti satu perangkap.. aku tak mahu....
aku tahu kau pernah terluka.. dan akulah sahabat mu.. shabat karib mu.. sehingga aku perkenalkan kmu dengan kawan ku... dan km berdua bercinta.. namun aku dan seorang lgi kawan ku menghalang... krana.. baruku tahu siapa sebenarnya dirimu.. dan ku tak ingin kawan ku menjadi mangsa mu.,..
selama ini ku sangka dirimu tulus bersahabat dngan ku.. dngan kwan2ku..
 tpi tergamaknya kmu membuatkan diriku seperti ini... aku bagaikan.. pesalah takut akan kehadiran pak polisi... takut akan renungan mata mu.. takut akan persoalan.. agenda yg dipersoalkan oleh pihak media... aku takut... kau buatku begini.. dan hanya aku dan kawan ku yg menghadapinya... betapa beratnya... bebanan ini... kerana sahabat ku.. aku dan kawan ku menjadi begini.. namun sayangmu kwanku tidak meperdulikan kmi... betapa sayangnya perngorbanan seorang shabat.. dipersia-siakan begitu shaja...
tidak... tidak ku sanggup lagi terima semua ini...
oh sist.. hanya kau sahaja tmpat ku mengadu... selain Tuhan yg maha tahu... hanya kau tmpat yg kurasakan bertapa senangnya hati ini meluahkan segalanya... hanya padamu .. kerana ku percaya segalanya.... kerana ku tahu dirimu pendengar luahan hatiku...
betapa sedinya diri ini... pabila kwan ku.. tidak menghiraukan ku... diala kwan ku.. kawan karibku menghadapi semua ini... ku hanya ingin kongsikan semuanya kepadamu .. nmun kenapa kmu meninggikan suaramu trhadap ku.. aku kecewa... dan sedih.. aku kecewa... dan merajuk padamu..
ada kalanya kmu ingin berbaik dengan ku.. nmun semuanya ku tolak dengan dingin.. walaupun dihati ni mahukan perdamaian.. namun... perbuatan mu masih mengecewakan ku...
hanya yg ingin ku percaya adalah kakak ku.. sist.. oh sist...  ?????
namun kau rupanya lebih dulu dari ku.. kakak ku sda berada dalam genggaman tangnmu. dan kini hanya ku sndiri... ku ingin pergi... ke tmpat yg ku tak akan berjumpa denganmu... ha... ku tahu pa yg ku perbuat adalah benar... walaupun iya sememangnya sukar bgiku... berjauhan dengan mu..
 cuma berikan u sedikit masa.. utk mengubati luka2 di hati ku ini...
maafkan ku kerana begini la diri k sebenarnya.. hatiku terluka dengan semua ini.... biarla masa yg menentukannya...  :(

simple....

"Kind words can be short and easy to speak 

but their echoes are truly endless..."

                                                                                                                                                    ~Mother Teresa

I don't know what I am...

Shallom..
Hola... yea...
hmmm... weird I don't know what I am actually.. now day... not.. everyday.. yea... something that I know but I don't understand.... I don't understand what I am thinking of.. what do I want ... what should I do.. and anything.. like its already plan and I am force to do it.. what an odd thinking.. hehehe
yea.. sometime like I am not what I am... hmm... some people say I am nice person.. but I don't think so.. I am a bad guy.. then when people say I am a bad guy... and what I think.. who are to say I am a bad guy?...
and now struggle to think.. to understand.. what I am.. who I am..
then nothing.. still can't understand.. sometime I ask myself why did you do that?... and blame myself... with I'm already done.. who I am to judge myself?... who I am to again myself?...
worry.. and disappointed...
then.. I try to listen .. try to understand people... but I keep silent.. I just listen... then.. when a time they ask me.. I have nothing to tell.. because I don't understand myself.. ^^
but I care of.. them.. Even I want to cry with them.. cause I can't cry for myself.. try to understand their felling...so that the way I can understand how life goes on.. and at a same time to understand myself.. just like compare their life with you.. and have you done.. ^^
but there is something that I don't really like.. why should I do this... yea... I like to listen... but there is a time that I can't.. and it will blame you.. even me either... then if someone say I am a good person.. then I will accept it.. but deep in my heart I am lying with myself.. like my heart want to shout "You are lying !!!".. aloud.. and it start crying.. hahaha~ then it blame myself.. you are so selfish.. more.. and more....
anything that I want to is... I want people happy... happy with me.. if they smile... or laugh I will be happy.. but.. sometime ... I make them cry... hurt their felling.. and I can be pretend that nothing happen..  for a days..
without regretting...
then... after a week like that... It will come to be my problem... the time that I will regretting with what I did... and it hurt.. hehehe~ serve you right... yea.. then sometime it will be too late to apologize... it will be too late to explain.. and maybe there is no second chance for you... because is too late.. and that you fault..
hehe... emotional pla ni.. ish.. iya... just want to share what I can.. to share.. because I don't know how to.. and what need..
iya.. sda la... nanti keluar pla air mata.. ^^
God strengthen me with Your blessing.. Amen..

Thank you... =)

trpaksa tukar..

Shalom...
Hola... hmm... nampaknya sa cuba buat tuk sa sndiri ja.. ish.. last2 sa tingu nda pla ok dia punya design . ikut broser yg dia guna..  screen yg dia guna.. cuma sa ikut sa punya ja.. na.. last sa buka guna computer org lain..p unya bida tu design dia.. nda nampak sumanya.. hmm.. iya la kan..
va trpaksa la sa buka tu rosario punya html.. yai.. fikir cara mo kasi masuk blik tu nnti.. adei.. mcm mna ah?..
hmm..
nnti la pkir mcm mna cara dia.. hmm.. susah jga va lau nda ok .. hehehe biarla.. hehehe
 pa org bilang semak tu ko punya blog.. va nda da pla org ckap dulu.. hehehe by the way thanks for tell me.. yea...
hmm.. For now.. God know everthing... and He can do anything.. thanks God... for that.. everthing You do.. for me.. for my family... for my friends. and everybody.. ^^ c
thanks...

dont you quit...

Shalom..

Hola.. I pray and pray.. nothing happen.. Sometime it make me to quit praying.. I don't know.. why nothing happen.. so... I pray and pray... the more I pray the more trial I get.. and it want me to quit.. But I refuse.. and it will happen again... and again.. never stop.. but like he said.. don't you quit... you keep walking... you keep trying.. there is help and happiness ahead... some blessing come .. some come late.. some didn't come to heaven.. but  for those who impress the gospel of Jesus Christ they come... It will be alright in the end. trust God and believe in good things to come...
every time I watch this video.. my tears come out falling out... It easy to cry... but didn't know why... ^^ 

radio online?

Shalom....

hola. hehhe adoi gia.. a mo buat.. kmu ada dngar pasal radio online ka?.. pena jga tu gna kan... na.. sa pun pna guna.. ada yg guna online browser dan ada jga yg gna player di computer.. hehehe ayo .. nda tau pa mo ckap tpi brother tu mo tau.. hahaha~ ok la va sa bgi tau pa yg sa tau... hehehe.. ok la va tu kan bro Simon.. hehehe ewa..
mmm,,, first ko perlu tau mcm mna ko mo dngar tu radio.. ada dua cara bah tu.. kadang2 ada web g bgi kita plugin supaya kta ble download dan main dlm winamp ka.. windows player ka.. gom player ka.. asal yg support steaming punya.. dan ada jga yg bgi supaya kita dingar di web browser ja.. so.. sa tau UUM nda bgi pelajar dia dingar tu.. sbab sa ada try dia nda bgi.. lain setting dia.. hehehe

so.. jadi cuma tu gna audio player ja la yg ble..  then lau mc tu .. ko cari dlu la plug in dia.. biasa dulu sa cuma dingar tu Sabah FM dan VFM sbab sana semennjung mana ada broadcast radio sabah.. klau tu.. ada plug in.. ko pi rtm sabah. contoh yg sa bgi tu sabah FM la.. .http://www.sabahfm.my/ pas tu ada tu button ni ----------------------->
pas tu ada la tu dia suruh ko download.. klau ble guna IE la.. lgi senang..
then plas ko download tu ko play la guna player yg tersedia install..

satu lagi.. tu radio guna browser.. buka browser dia.. pastu.. save as tu page.. complete page.. then pas download ko cari folder dia.. cari file music yg ada dlm folder trsebut... then try buka.. kadang2 ada yg ble buka tu.. biasanya nda ble.. hahahaha...
klau mcm  Ht fm ikut la pa yg dia suruh hahaha.. aish.. tpi tu internet UUM sa rasah nda support tu .. krana firewall..
hehehe.. bah try la dulu... Bro Simon... tanya lgi... sa pun nda tau pa sa taip ni ..hehehe