Blog also try to help me

What to say? in the middle of confuse and depressed this morning. Everything goes wrong.  I feel like to write@type for my blog. Give it all out from my mind, hope everything gone. sambil2 tu chat nga sist Ku with the music from MGradio. Actually for that morning I plan go for jogging and after wake up in the morning. tiba2 malas pla mo jln. banyak yang sa fikir. hmm.. everthing  I write down on live like Im dying.  After writing and publish. tak sangka Sist Ku pun ada blog. so One thing that I search before this are in her blog. the bible verse. so apa lgi, I add that application ( not really application, I dont know what) to my blog. After that.. I refresh my blog. and the first verse come out is this:

Serahkanlah segala kekuatiranmu kepada-Nya, sebab Ia yang memelihara kamu'
(1Petr 5:7) 

How come "It" know I'm in depressed, I'm in confuse with all my life. I share this to Sist Ku.. and she laugh at me.. because my blog know what I want. hmm.. what is it actually?.. is it just by accident or something else?.. I don't know but..  after I read it.. something happen... I feel like got some strength with everything I wrote  before... sedikit terubat.. huhuhuhu....
Before gone to attend class.. I pray to God almighty.. for His guidance for today. ( I forgot morning prayer) today fast again. just eat bread. hmm.. come to class with a smile. yea I feel it. like I'm in peace. maybe.. dont know. Thanks God.
there is something happen today. In the way to IT faculty.( everyday I just walk to class) my neck tie drop, and I simply come back and search it. that time I'm already entered faculty area. la.. I have to back again. but don't know I smile for it. The sun are hot today..  usually when I get in trouble like this.. na di sanala sa akan marah tak tentu pasal.. menyumpah. but today?.. thanks God I control my temper. hmm..
Today my group presentation. Thanks God everything running smoothly. although there is some error in our system.
NA today I escape la. How come I do that? there is nothing (just afraid because we didnt manage to do our work well) hope there is nothing big problem happen. Gone to foyer library. na tulung Chan my classmate look after her bag for a minute. she want to return her borrowed books. so.. while wait she come back. nampak pla dorang c Galady, Anas, John ngan Felecia. kedapatan escape class. So come to say Hi to them la.
gone to Varsity mall. dont know whta actually I want  to to.. just buy some pencil. And walk back. la.. In the middle of way back. I just know that I forgot my file. la back again to mall. in the way back to DPP. It rain la again I smile and take off my umbrella. dei. tak sangka ada pla gerai di DPP perwaja. perwaja event maybe. title JOm PERWAJA so buy Nasi Ayam la. 
Time to go back. In my room on my laptop, pasang DG campus.. and first thing I open is my blog. so what verse I get?.. that it is...

Waktunya telah genap; Kerajaan Allah sudah dekat. Bertobatlah dan percayalah kepada Injil!.
(Matius 1:15)

Don't know what is it. but I think it was a warn. hmmm.. God please help me to be more ready in my life. with You beside me, I feel strong and more comfortable in my daily life. AMEN