how I treat my father?..

I fell shame when my friends say they love and miss their father.. and di sana sa akan menyapuk... love our father,,take care of them,, then at the same time I didnt know some of my friends didnt have already.. I am sorry dear,,, I did not know about it... God bless..
Then me?.. what did  I do for my father? think nothing.. yea some.. hating! him,  No I'm not anak kurang ajar.. but the way he live, the way he do that make me hating him,,,,, but as his son,,, no need to be emotional right... but I can't,,,,
I cant forgive him for everything he do to mum, to his children, and the way he live..,
My mum suffer cause of him.. hampir2 mum sa mo  C.S.. (sorry). Ama siou... .ONE thing that I really hate bout my father.. "MOGINUM" .. klau skit2.. ok...
tpi ni sampai nda sdar diri.... and after that.. buat hal d rumah.. apa lgi.. marah my mum la.. and their child.. sampai perna abang sa meradang...
Dont want to talk about it... dulu2 punya crita,,, walaupun skrang still the same..

for my friends.. who ask me why not drink?.. yea because my family drink.. that simple..  dont want to be like my father.. thanks dad for this lesson... yea maybe.. you cant be like your father walaupun sa minum.. na blum cuba blum tau.. lgipun.. suma adik beradik lelaki sa minum.. kcuali my youngest brother.. so .. knapa nda ada org yg nda perlu minum?.. take care of them..
one day my dad say.. bukan moginum sja ko ble dpt masalh.. dia blang mama sa nda minum pun pandai sakit jga... yea.. sumakit ih tama sbab moginum koruhang dau do adalaan..
hehehe... dont know what suite expression to do.. blang mama sa..

"sonong da tanganak ku nopo nga amu moginum,,, amu da koomit miagal molohing... monginggorit do koruhang.. "

 try to thing bout it.. yea maybe.. but there is some problem also.. not only moginum give us problem..  ok la.. at least can avoid  dari masalh2 yg timbul dari pengaru alkohol.. yea kadang2 rasa jga mo minum tpi... the word jangan is too strong .. so  thanks God.. thanks God.. until now never try it again ..
dont want to lie.. bcouse before this I have minum.. cause of "cuba-cuba" nasib nda addict..
I hope that I cant break this.. like waht my uncle said

"osonong ngi da amu mumbal moginum ih au mantad koilo moginum"

..and sist Anas said..

'Bro. klau nda pandai minum bgus lgi jangan belajar."

.. yea I keep it sist.. but I cant swear that I can hold it until the end.. ckup utk moginum punya crita..
Back to our topic.. hmmm..

Apa siou sabab mimboros migagal diti kumaa dika.. poingkuro gia tanganak nu nga amu nu pokinongohon.. okon ko tanganak po yahai ti apa... okon ko ningkokoton mangan dahai.. okon ko tusin pokionuon dahai... okon ko kohorohoroon ihumon dahai kumaa doid dika... okon ko sumaap yahai dika.. okon ko au yahai oupus dia... sbab iya no tiso iso tapa dahai... om iya no upuson dahai..

onu ih pokionuon dahai, intangai no da yahai hiti id dohuri nu, pokinongoho no boros dahai oi apa... lolobi po di Ama... kosianai no di ama.. ih kasasari monokodung dika mulong piya oinggorit.. tingkad tingkadai po da pogiginum nu oi apa.. koinum piya tokuri nga kada po da padalaai.. intangai kolidasan nu...  tu ika no tapa dahai.. om asanang ginawo dahai kokito dia osonong do poimpasi miampai di ama om yahai ih tanak nu....

Forgive me dad... every time I did smething that I suppose not to do.. sometime make you upset .. sometime make you angry...smetime I did not respect you as my dad...   I am sorry dad  I love you...,
 don't want to regret..